to be in control

something really funny thing happen

i don't know it is a good thing or a bad thing

but one thing i know

is that i need to be in control

to make myself secure

not easily hurt

and most of it

i need to know what i want

maybe i do

or maybe not

it all depends on the time

i need to figure it out on my own

or

i think i don't think too much

and just let it be :)

i rather do that

.heart.