the things you say

explaining why am i upset and doubt myself in some way then you said:

"baby, u know what your good at?
your good at making others feel good about themselves
people often dont remember the things you have done
but they always remember how you make them feel"


slowly tearing up after that you said:

"the most important relationship u will have in life, is that with yourself"

you just made my day as always

miss you :)

couldnt bare it

it hurts to see you guys
just go without me
not even a simple call or text me
whether i would love to join
no, not even one
i guess i'm nobody to guys already
i ask you to call but you didn't
i gave you one last chance
i have enough trying so hard to be there
trying to fit in
trying everything i could to actually ignore it
but it is just to obvious
that you guys just forget about me
that is what you call good friends of mine
i don't know what happen between us
what i have done or say wrong
you guys just cant treat me this way
and just cut me off
it hurts so badly
because i was there for you guys went you need me
i don't deserve to treat this way
i really don't.