it doesnt seem to bother me anymore. i`m just so lay back and just let it happen. i`m not worried anymore which is a lie if i said that but then not as worried as last time. i just let it be. i couldnt think so much of little stupid things anymore because it is so ridiculous. i mean like i didnt put effort or a little push on it. i just follow the step that i need to move. follow the flow as i always said which is what i am doing.....mhmmmm
but sometimes follow the flow doesn't seem right. it feels like i move the wrong direction or an old path that i have been through. what if i`m just going around the circle and not going forward? what if i`m lost? what if i couldnt find my way? can i get back up again even though i fall so many times?can i try again how it feels? how it hurts?
Yes, i have doubt that i could stand up again but then it takes a lot of courage and time to get back up and move forward. i think i could do it no matter what i have choose there is no turning back just do the best i could. make the right choice and work it out. it is no end of the world yet so i think i still have time to work it out, right? :)
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