the day he left

tomorrow my brother is going to NS camp which it is in Negeri sembilan ;(

i`m going to miss him like mad seriously.. i feel like tearing ;(
okey, maybe i`m over doing it but in my whole life I'm the one who is taking my brother since he was born cos i very very sayang him one.
Ever since my parents are separated, my brother and i always count on each other (i think)
no matter what happen, i'm always there for him cos i know it is my responsibility to take care of him becos parents arent always around.
we been through so much together so much sorrow and pain.
as we grow older, we get closer and i miss that. i always love my brother laying his head on my shoulder when he is sleeping, i felt the need from him.
my room is full of my brother and i pictures when we were young i love how we grow together and play together ( dun think the wrong way pls).
no matter how old he gets how mature he is or how he acts sometimes, i still love him.
he is my brat. my brother and i`m proud of him even though he is stupid sometimes and idiot ;P

he is going away for 3 months from me. he is growing up but to me he is still the small boy that always argue with me. heart.