my bro left to Negeri sembilan and i cried.
now i feel better than just now. keep on wondering in my head and thinking silly stuff. that stupid boy didnt sms me when he arrive over there but he sms my bro-in-law *wth watever la as long he arrive safely that fine with me. :)
anyway, i just found out that i always secretly like someone for a very long time but i`m not sure it is in that way. it always been like that every time we talk and stuff. sometimes i got confused and i end up forget the feeling and just let it be. recently its been different from last time. just very mutual thing and we just click in many ways. maybe it is just a crush. on and off thing. who knows i got too many things in my hand now. :(
1st = my college thing
2nd = clean the whole house (chinese new year is comin)
3rd = fix my car
4th = settle personal stuff
5th = help my bro to get into college
6th = take care of my step mum
ok, i just got tat first maybe later on there is more things that i need to do. what do to. my sisters are occupied with their own family who will take care of the family.
oh ya, i wanna go for a trip before class start seriously :(
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