the truth

inside of me, slowly gaining these feeling that

i don't want to feel that i hope it wouldn't explode one day.

you were my partner in crime,

why are you hurting in a way that would make me feel better?

do you realize that now i am in a emotional stage?

You don't cos all you can think of its yourself

thinking that i will not make it, that i'm actually weak

Who i am today is what i choose to be

Even though you never realize some of the things that i do

some of the things that you don't even know

you may think i'm making a excuse

but it is what i think it is

the truth

Yes, sometimes what i do is pathetic and stupid

but it doesn't mean that i do it just for nothing

it is not that i want to get away from it

i just want to do what i want to do

isn't wrong? am i breaking the rule?

if your selfish enough to think about yourself

then what bout me? i have dreams too

i always been there no matter what

no matter where you go or what you do

can you just be there for me? just be happy for me

everyone say they are proud of me, why not you?

i'm hurt and it is sad that if you're not there till the end

i'm gonna prove myself that i can do it

because if i could make it this far, i think i could make it till the end

so ya i am not as weak as you think i am

see it yourself then.