Monday, May 31, 2010

when things gone bad


you do the stupidest thing and it will go worst
it is now happening to me
cos of just one lil thing
and i act on it
which will come to a big consequences
i dun think i will survive
i have this feeling
that it is going to be a long nite
a long heartache nite

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Late month

ok, i know i been really boring person cos all i talk bout is my assignment and exam and etc etc

Well it is true!! but sum how i make myself like that.
Other than focusing on my studies i got nothing else to do.
Even though there are sum things that my siblings ask me to do but im kind of lazy or sumthing else :P

OK, i had an awesome MOTHER'S DAY with the whole entire family on my mother side. it was really fun, we eat like the whole day!! damn tiring and fat :P but it is so worth it and end up, sumone buy a cake and we sing Happy Mother's day song LOL for the first time!. it was different and sumthing really special cos everyone gather together as a family :)

Then here comes another thing where Lynn and the others host the ADVANCE Farewell party for me which i am so touch and HAPPY :) it is been such a long time since i go out and drink and club so ya kind of rusty edi :P im glad i know you, strawberry :)

Not to forget the stressful weeks i have it is insane and i got sick cos not enough sleep and stressing out of stupid assignment :(
HOWEVER, it is all pass cos no more assignment and NOW there is only 2 exam left for me to focus on!


OH YEAH!!

HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE



oh ya, there is only like 1 month left and i haven start packing yet or meet all my fren :(
hope that i can do it all :)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

the truth

inside of me, slowly gaining these feeling that
i don't want to feel that i hope it wouldn't explode one day.
you were my partner in crime,
why are you hurting in a way that would make me feel better?
do you realize that now i am in a emotional stage?
You don't cos all you can think of its yourself
thinking that i will not make it, that i'm actually weak
Who i am today is what i choose to be
Even though you never realize some of the things that i do
some of the things that you don't even know
you may think i'm making a excuse
but it is what i think it is
the truth

Yes, sometimes what i do is pathetic and stupid
but it doesn't mean that i do it just for nothing
it is not that i want to get away from it
i just want to do what i want to do
isn't wrong? am i breaking the rule?
if your selfish enough to think about yourself
then what bout me? i have dreams too
i always been there no matter what
no matter where you go or what you do
can you just be there for me? just be happy for me
everyone say they are proud of me, why not you?
i'm hurt and it is sad that if you're not there till the end


i'm gonna prove myself that i can do it
because if i could make it this far, i think i could make it till the end
so ya i am not as weak as you think i am
see it yourself then.




Friday, May 7, 2010

it's a boy :)

2th of May 2010
something happen
my sister gave birth to a child
called Kayven Ng
such a nice and unique name :)
he was so CUTE
every time he sleep, he always smile

i'm glad that my sister is alright with the baby
and finally she gave birth
cos her stomach is freaking huge!
if she doesn't there is sumthing wrong man

ANYWAY
that's all :)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

speaking of the devils

oh gosh
it is the month of MAY edi
time pass so fas,t it is gonna be middle of the year
:(
and im going on JUNE
SHIT! so many things to do but so little time
as usual

MY timetable exam suck a lot
why?
i tell you why!
my first exam is on the 24th may (computer exam ITP)

THEN 26th may (written exam ITP)

AFTER THAT 10th june (IBC)

FINALLY 23th june (SBM)

CAN SEE THE BIG GAP OF TIME!?

it kind of suck
i though i could enjoy my lil holiday over here
before i go to AUS
but sadly i finnis my exam on 23th june
and my flight would be on 28th june
i got 5 days!
to meet everyone, pack everything and enjoy my time over here :(
hope everything goes well
*cross finger :P

ANYWAY
was doing my this assignment and i got to edit my photo!
finally :)



if wanna take these photo do tell pls :)
thanks