6 more hours to go and it is 2010

let's just say that i have a great year ;) okei...
no matter what happen good or bad let it all pass and look forward to the year of 2010.

kind of pump because i`m doing my major and i might be going to AUS on jun or july. i`m looking forward of new things and experience something interesting. or maybe i will hav a BF.. who knows ;P anyhow, i`m just excited because i hav an awesome year put aside all the terrible things happen i'm good, really.

believe me. i did.

recently

christmas was great :)
and new year is comin soon....

time pass so fast that we never really realize it. so many things that had happen through out the year. bad and good ones. happy and sorrow ones. and i`m glad that things just turn out it should be.maybe. ;p

ANYHOW, as long i'm staying happy right? izit?

hehe, i dont know so malas to find out. i just follow the flow and see what is coming next for me, i guess. it feels like i'm just laying back and relax. just do what i need to do.

i just wanna say THANK YOU

for giving me a wonderful year
for making me grow stronger and wiser (i hope)
for giving me every chance that i need
for having such a awesome friends
for to be born in this family
and for being who i am.

thank you.

find

i want someone to hold on when i fall
i want someone to make me laugh/smile
i want someone that motivates me
i want someone to wake up me on time to go to class
i want someone to know what i will do next
i want someone that could read my mind a bit
i want someone that could drive me here and there like a driver
i want someone to hold my hand when we are walking
i want someone to surprise me every time unpredictably
i want someone that needs me
i want someone that i could talk to until 6 in the morning
i want someone that could express his feelings to me
i want someone to love me unconditionally

basically i want a boyfriend....

christmas tree

sometimes i wish it would snow over here so that we don't need to waste our money on an expansive ticket to sumwhere else just to see snow. sad case right. anyway i love celebration. the semangat and the effort of everything. the feeling is just nice and comfy with some snow going on it would be just perfect in the right time, right place in a right moment.

<3 you, Christmas

everyone

i miss the time we spend
i miss the laughter and the tears that we cried for
i miss the goofy moment we had
i miss the random-ness that we share
i miss the time where we tease each other
i miss that when we study and still can talk crap
i miss everything

i just miss
my friends

go figure

sometimes it is just WEIRD
to feel just a moment of happiness
by just talking and laughing
that moment
feel that you were in love
but in reality
it is just a normal conversation
between a person to another
that is all.

not really a holiday but a wake up call

hey people, must be wondering where am i ;)
maybe not ;(

i just got back from Singapore supposedly would be a trip of shopping mad-ness but end up going back and forward to the hospital.

my siblings, my step mother and i went to Singapore on last friday and shud be comin back like on the next tuesday but then my step mother has a heart attacked so admin to hospital straight away without hesitating. because it wasn't the first time she fainted like tat. she is damn lucky we were all there to hold her and not injury her head. everything went bad from a great shopping spree to a hospital visiting.

lucky she wasn't in a major position because of her heart attack. the doctor say she is really really lucky she could wake up again because most of it would have just be into a coma. i`m grateful and i am not ready to give up on her. not now. not this time.

i think it is my turn to be sick and tired after everything.
will continue soon....

just for you

To my quite arrogant-but-nice friend,

i know since when i was form 4 when my friend gave me your number and be friends with you. it was a funny way how i know you. seriously, i found it kind of funny and slickly that i do that just to know you but i`m glad i did it if not we would be friend until now. when you speak your voice is so soft and gentle and also you speak with your own mind and ideas, a vision of your own. even though sumtimes you are kind of snobbish and a bit cocky and bad temper but you wouldn't hurt me in any way except that you always ffk me *those were the time ;) . you know i have the tolerance and patient u always do. that why we are still friend. i`m sorry that sometimes i give up our friendship because there were some misunderstanding and you make me insane sumtimes *seriously. however, i never give up because i know that you are always true to me no matter how things turn bad and ugly. you would always be honest with me and tell me the ugly truth but when i`m upset about it that hurts me a lot you would turn back and apologize and also comfort me just to make me smile again. you have teach and educate me in so many ways, i just love it. every time we talk about stuff, it will revolve in many ways and we always help each other help. even though, you have many friends that could talk to and comfort with but i don't really care because you told me stuff that you would never share *i think and i`m glad that i`m part of your life and your part of mine. there are many things that i could say about you bad or good though you think that we aren't that close but i think we are, just for me. you are a special friend for me. and i love you, friend.

by,
your very interesting- retard friend ;)

the bride and the groom

weddings are freaking tiring, seriously. especially when everything is running out of time and rushing like a mad cow. ish. the weekends i have attend two wedding dinner the 1st one is from my dad company and the other is my cousin from my dad side. Both dinner was okay la.... *not much comment but i favour my cousin one ;D SHHHHH!

before my cousin wedding dinner in the morning there will be tea ceremony and the part where could torture the groom ;D *IT WAS DAMN A LOT OF WORK TO DO kind of scary cos everything was out of place in awhile. BUT i love my cousin sister make up and hair. simple and elegant. oh ya she uses real orchid to put on her hair *so envy ;$

overall everything went smoothly and nice which i`m happy for her even though we aren't that close but she is still my cousin right :)

anyway congrats for the both couples and i wish you all the best. love ya.

yes wedding are tiring but it is once in a life time thing to remember ;)

will post the photos soon

snowflakes

okey, i feel like doing sumthing creative and fun ;)

that will be...*drum...

go to every shopping mall

and
take pictures of the Christmas trees ;D
(decoration)

every shopping mall has different kind of deco of Christmas
and i always want to do it
add to that, i finally got my camera ;)
*ngeheheh
and so,
it will be my chance to do it

this year!

oh ya, i love Christmas *hearts

laying on the bed

looking around. the blanket that i`m using feel so comfy and soft with my favourite petite-silky pillow that my mum gave it to me. how i wish that i could stay in bed for the rest of the day.i always have a fantasy when i woke up with someone i love. i find it very pure and genuine when you woke up with someone you love and love you back the same time.

my fantasy is that when i wake up from my beautiful dream my eyes will met his and just smile how he sleep just like a cute little boy. then i will use my finger to brush his hair slowly and softly just to feel his hair. Slowly my finger run through his lips that is where i kiss him. when he is awake he would hug me tight and kiss my shoulder and say "good morning" and smile. we would just spent the whole day in bed and we would be reading, talking and looking at each other eyes. and also most of all, we would just hug each other and just dream.

it is hard to believe that it would happen.
i doubt it.
that my fantasy is just another dream.

slowly faling for you? maybe not

i`m not complaining or nagging

i guess if i start liking him
i would lose a friend
i rather not
cos he is a good friend
i don't want to lose him
;)

what is going on, i demand?

" i don't even know, my dear"

murder

these dreams that i'm dreaming are so bizarre and confusing for the pass few days. but one thing for sure, it was a dream of someone wants to kill me. in these dreams i was running away from this killer and i was hurt badly for few times. after i wake up from my dream, i will have a massive headache. kinda of afraid to sleep for the pass few days, seriously. i wonder what does it mean.


okey, i just check what does it mean and there it goes.

Killing
To dream that you have been killed, suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. Alternatively, the dream refers to drastic changes that are happening in your life. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits.

Murder
To dream that you are murdered, suggests that some important and significant relationship has been severed and you are trying to disconnect yourself from your emotions. It also represents your unused talents.

mhmmmm... i don't know...

the dreams that i`m having feel so real i though i was hurt when i wake up. i wanted to wake up from my dream but i can't. i tried and i know i was dreaming but i can't stop. maybe i wanted to know how does it end. did i die or not? who is the killer? how does it end?

i know it's silly... i just can't figured it out why.
i guess it is just another horrible nightmare hopefully.

clock is ticking

this coming sunday my finals result will be publish and i would know whether i have pass my subjects or not. i`m not really worried about anything at all because i am having holidays? i think or maybe because it didn't really bother me because what has done is done there is no turning back. wish for the best la there is nothing i could do not right. why would i want to cry and worried about it when it is not the time yet, am i right? mhmmm dun know la.

Soon, i need to go back to college and ask about the transfer to Australia. yes i am going Australia and study there soon (about mid of next year i hope). i told few of my frens about it especially Ezra and Rastam. they aren't happy about it because i`m going for like quite awhile. i know what they are thinking and sure i would miss them like hell. i guess it is just hard for them for me going, even though it may sound ridiculous for some of you all that i`m just going for like one or two years why would want to be sad about. But to them, I meant the world to them and so are they to me.

because we are family Me, Ezra and Rastam. even though we have different race, skin colour, parents and siblings we can read each other mind. *i know sound scary eh



definitely
there are some other frens that i love and care for... you know who you are.. if you don't mean you never care to notice ;)

haunts me back

i find it
stupid,
pervert,
annoying,
unreasonable,
disgusting
and more more
awful words
that i couldn't describe,
it is just horrible cos
the fear that couldn't
even open your mouth to speak.

the glimpse of the past

I just finish talking to my very very old friend of mine. my best friend, used to be. time pass so fast without realizing. we are growing so fast with not acknowledging. to be honest, i don't what happen between my best friend and i, we use to be so close and now just like a hi and bye friend. so sad right and i miss her, for seriously. i miss those time we had.

Unfortunately, what is past is the past could never turn back and change it. i guess we realize that we have our differences or maybe we just grew apart or maybe we weren't suppose to be best friends. i don't know and I'm not trying to figured it because what i have now, it is the best for me and i never regret it. i am grateful and appreciate what i have now, without it i don't think i would be who i am right now.

But sometimes, i wish things never change....

when it is the right?

Sometimes i think that god want something better for me. That is why it took so long or maybe not. People always said that soon or later it would come and it would be the one. i don't know. how long does it need to take again? when it is my time to come? it is not that i`m not happy where i am now. just that, sometimes i do want to feel that feeling again and take my breath away. the feeling that it could describe by words and the heavy heart in between. i want to feel the touch from my lips to his and hold on tight with each other like time stop for just us. the moments. what could i say i do want to feel love again. who doesn't right? but sometimes it takes a great scarify and effort for both. i just miss those moments that all. the moments that i could never forget and i hope to make new ones in the future. beautiful and lasting ones i hope.

i`m not perfect, just another human.

soon or later

finally, my stressful days has come to an end
but not quite yet
need to wait for the result to come out *finger cross
only i will feel relief ;D

FOR NOW, i get my freedom

but then i will find something to do
for my holidays
3 months holiday !

WOOOHOOOO

no joke :)

1 down 2 to go

finally exam have started,
after this coming wednesday
i will be having holidays for like almost 3 months ;D

OOhhh YEEaahhh!!!


mhmmm.... wondering....




another year soon be pass just like a blink of an eye
and i`m getting older.

Learn

human are such a predictable creature
but don't underestimate it
it might drag you down
and pull you up again

what a horror.

just another human

why can't said straight from your heart
and not to go around and around
just to get to the point of it
i`m so confused by people
saying this and that
i don't even know which is true or false
what could i say
we are human
which have million gazillion of expression
i`m not blaming nor complaining about it
just saying that
sometimes, we just need to say it out
straight...

i hope it is that easy...but it isn't.

little men

quite disappointed of you, little ones
you are just too dangerous for me.

spinnig around my head

i been drinking heavily during friday and saturday which was fun but there is too much drama going on until my brain hurts like shit.

on friday nite, it was kind of a gathering party in ezra house. it was not bad quite fun only some stuff which kind of bothers me. it is quite stupid to think too.

on sat, my mum and her friends decided to go genting so i tag along suppose to like teman my mum during the weekend. so i followed since she hasnt been going out and have fun. i felt bad furthermore it is just satying like one night.. one hell of a night i would say.

like i said before.. i was drinking in ezra party not enough sleep then in genting drinking more and more + not enough sleep sumore equals to sick...kind of... feeling crappy now but not tat sick sick la still fine ;D

no pictures and seriously this the first time i drink tat much man..no joke.

what's in my mind

exam is coming in a week

finally to determine something *secret

make the best effort of everything

just smile and be happy

those are the things in my mind now.. no doubt that i will do the best of it that i not like last time waiting for everything to fall into pieces. i don't want to do that anymore and end up disappointment on myself and others. seriously saying, when i look back of myself i become so different and find my own self slowly. Not to say i have change, i think i have become who i really am when time goes by. some one told me that people don't change all the sudden but it is who they really are. which is so true.

i know that i could do better than this and i`m more than that. just need time to take the courage out i guess.

another day pass by....

i`m just a figure in your mind

when you say u miss me and said that i have been missing
i truly believe you are genuine
but what am i to u in your mind, seriously?
a good friend?
naive?
sumone who is random and crazy?
i know that i have great friends and good companies
but why would i feel that i am nothing to anyone?
that i have been replace and rejected?
sometimes, i do know that i will be replace
in anyone minds
when i`m gone or watever it is
that i`m just a temporary figure
to you.

i am so lost sometimes
that i don't even know what is true or false
that i just put good thoughts in my mind
so that time pass by easily for me
like someone i know told me that
"if we have good times, definitely we will have bad times"

maybe i am in a bad time
paranoid and thinking too much assumption
but what my mind told me
it is so true

i hope that things will get better
better than nothing right?

it been awhile

that i dun write....and here i am again ;D

ANYWAY, nothin much have been goin on, just a few....

1st : my younger sister got surgery on the eye * scary shit but overall she is fine edi

2nd: there was a event goin on and it was fun cos such a long time nvr go out edi. HEY, i have been a really good girl ;) *hahaha ya rite

3rd: exam is comin soon and all my assignment has finnis only left one. i will be having almost 3 weeks of study break *yeeeaaahhhh

4th: can't wait for holidays to come and pppaaarrrtttyyy time ;)

here are some random photos that i been doin for the few weeks

IKEA MAD-NESS
with lynn, dennis, rastam and mua

"i love u, wong lynn li"

"maria"

"OMG"

" can't touch tis"

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JUZ 4 FUX
with lynn, hooi li, alford, alex, jason, ryan, nickky, carmen and jenny
and then met alex lee and kash
it was not bad cos i love the music they are playing and they hav tatto services
which is cool ;D

actually there are more photo
but then the stupid thing
cannot upload
so, next time
to be continue...

and oh ya i have become a red-head ;D

i wanna be

sumone alter ego
;D

HHhhhiiiiii

okey, it been hell of a month cos so many thing do *not really just okey

Basically, i`m just lazy to post but nothing much cos focus on my studies now wwooohooo *rajin

1. Hooi li birthday celebration *everyone hav edi post so i dun think i wud too
2. mhmmm VU nite * which just recently happen actually just ytd ;D

OK LA.. let talk bout VU nite ppl

Went with Kim, Justin and John, it was great cos of the setting, people dressing, people who i dun know! and much much more. mostly i think it is becos Justin got nominated PROM KING so we just went and support MR. JUSTIN. I had fun la not bad, just only i dun know people there a bit boring.

sadly, justin didnt win cos the judges are BLIND... damn fucking blind.. *oopppsss
after the prom, we went MC.D for another around for justin cos he was hungry and i eat ice-cream for my dessert ;D

noted: Sunway spa & resort food not bad... i give them credit man and the ballroom was huge

ANYWAY, thank guys i hav a great time
*mostly is the food and gossiping bout ppl ;D

thank u <3>

confession 1

i walk alone
i eat alone
i drive alone
i sit alone
i study alone
i bath alone
i toilet thingy alone
i listen music alone
i talk to myself (alone)

basically, i can do alone thing like walk around by myself and do things i wanna do but some people just cant cos being alone is awkward sometimes. i guess i`m use to it cos friends are busy doing there own thing, u know maybe some friend aren't close anymore * grew apart sometimes

i dun really mind actually but sumtimes i do love companys ;D

Scratch that

okey, srewed that last post. everything is so clear and done. it is settle and there is no turning back but to look forward. yes, i dun wanna stop it but i can't risk the fact that it is hurting me. i rather sooner and not later so that everything is clear up and there's nothing between us. I'm such a silly girl to fall such a thing tat this time is different but it is not, obviously.

hurt
guilt
burden
responsibility
images
and so many more...

the fact is that.....

it is the true
it is stated and i dun need to say more.

feeling butterfly

every time u response,
i felt butterfly in my tummy,
so tickling and nice,
but i can't felt that way,
cos we had a reason,
it doesn't matter,
all we need is have each other,
for now.

i do like you

vanila and choc ice cream

Honesty is what i need,
the doubt-ness will wash way,
the anxiety would just fade away,
my mind would think of ice-cream.

these day, i have been out of my mind and things tat i just can't seem to solve. After everything has clear out and say what we need to say just to get out of our chest, felt so relief and good that is how ice-cream feels. ;D good...

my mind now wants ice cream... then it would be perfect ;P

wish everything would go well ;D

' I '

truly saying, the things i am doing i know slowly it is goin to hurt me badly. i have to admit that i do know what is the consequences once i agreed with it. Now, there is no turning back but to get over with it. i guess i done it cos i wanted to feel wanted and secure again. i wanna feel loved. maybe my time is slow. i`m actually fine during the day but at night i couldn't take it. i keep on thinking bad things or bad conclusion. it really hurts me badly. that my heart just stop beating. i kept on repeating and repeating even i get fed up of myself. i need to turn around. one thing for sure, i never stop smiling if i could cos i wanna stay happy as long as i can.

;D

midnight headache

have you ever felt that no one wants you?
have you ever felt that you don't belong?

i hate being like this, i do
i don't like it when my heart just can't breathe
at first it was nothing but slowly it will absorb the negative of it

my heart just stop a second ago. that i can't do it anymore.

i need to isolate from everyone. where i already am.

sometimes i wish i was a child again or go disappear if i could.

inside is full of things wanting to come out

so painful

help

temptation rushing through my veins

yesterday, window shopping with kim and also with justin and john but half way went missing . after we finnis our online test which must be done during the holidays, dun know y must be done during holidays kind of potong stim cos it is holiday!! GGRRRRRRR.....

ANYWAY... see sum stuff i wanted to buy and it is damn freaking cheap.. * temptation and drooling

i tell you why okey...

1. thing

K770i
*lynn brought for RM 600 to 700?
NOW = RM500!!
or maybe lower *know sumone actual can potong harga
i so need a new phone cos my phone is cacated *seriously


2.thing
kim recommend me an online boutique
becos i always wanted to buy tis KIND bag

which i found out that it is selling for RM 58

*LAGI TEMPTATION
SUMORE got red colour
so pretty and striking ;D

3. thing
mainly it is clothes
clothes
clothes
clothes
clothes
clothes
CLOTHES..

RAWR..!!

IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.......*seriously
Sadly, i need to jaga my budget and my allowance. i only get to choose sum. ;(

humans GREEDY animals especially WOMEN (shopping) and men too.

aaarrrggghhhhh......

i wish money is like rain, just drop it from the sky ;D then everyone is happy

tequila shot and bottom-less chips

this giant mug of beer was taken in curve during merdeka eve

my first time, drinking tequila shot *woots woots ;D it was AWESOME...
merdeka eve was down the drain, boring like hell. There are no other words to describe it.
disappointment cos 1st. no fireworks 2nd. dun hav the semangat at all 3rd. no crowd
ANYWAY, its okey.. atleast we got frens rite?

even though there aren't much fun as it used to be
but that nite will be remembered because
all we need are each other, that all ;D


cheers..

Angel which show us the world

i brought my new angel for almost mhmmmm 2 weeks and i`m lovin even though it cost me. ANYWAY, i just love the vintages look of pictures because it reminds me when i was young taking by the same effect.

My new angel could take any effect but need to buy the film which cost me RM11 and sumore i need to wash it cos it cost me around rm15 bucks.
YES, my new angel is kind of eating my money however, i just love taking picture so ya. I DUN MIND. *but actually a bit sakit hati if the pic expose or not nice ;(
okey here my new angel which is going to show me
the beautiful and fabulous
of the world around us
the little details and objects of everything
;D

FRONT

BEHIND

THE RESULT!!
just one example
i like tis one ;D
OK , u may not like it but i do
*puik

SO, that my angel which is white ;D
need to jaga baik-baik ooo
anyway will upload more pic from my very first camera
enjoy

<3 cioa

3 bangsa equals to one malaysia

7 more days, it is going to be our 52 th independents day and i`m proud to be called Malaysian. Even though there are a lot of democratic, politic issues, culture difference, racism, bias and more, above all those issue, problem or difficulties, we are still Malaysians no matter how bad it seems. We stand for our own country. For our own land.

okey...speeh is over. Now let's get done to business.These are the list WHY i am proud to be a Malaysian:

1. GREAT food...( all kind of varieties *yummy)
2. all kind of people (mainly: chinese, malay, indian and others too)
3. NO WAR!!
4. CHEAP (for serious, if you compare with other country malaysia consider got cheap stuff)
5. good places ( especially the beach )

that all i could come out... lol... but most of all it is where i was born, where i meet my friends and it is who i am. Malaysian.

TRULY saying, yes i do wanna get out of here but if i do definitely i would miss everything bout Malaysia ;D for sure....*serious face

ANYWAY, can't wait to celeb merdeka again. Hope that tis year wud be different. ;D *jakun

the reason...

the reason why i haven been updating i think it is becos my great grandmother have pass away few months ago... i still miss her, sometimes i think about her i do...i guess this is life

life is like
walking in and out of the store
they die and reborn again

i dun know bout the reborn thing but i do believe is that she is happy up there meeting up with her love ones and others too. i guess i wan to have a fresh start or just give up in one thing and move on to others which is kind of a bad habit. i cant always start over. my life have been set. i belong here and no where else. that why i give up this blog. i`m sorry. *unfaithful ;(

we learn from what we done, wrong or right we learn from it and tried to make it better.

i believe in tat, really i do...for SERIOUS...lol

anyway i got another blog (not really a blog just tat i post my expression over there example: picture, music, quota, poem etc)

http://cupcakeslover.tumblr.com/

enjoy ;D

<3 ciao...

hey people i`m back

yes yes yes...my blog has been dead for like mmhmmm.. few months i think.. been damn freaking lazy to update of cos...u know..these are the things i been doing lately

list:

1. COLLEGE (first thing man) *rajin ^^

2. H1N1 ( sum of my fren got sick worried of them might get it ) *sobs sobs

3. i have a great time during my birthday lol (will never forget)

4. definitely hav sum trouble wit family, frens and myself (of cos)

5. oh ya i got a new hair cut different from last time .. for serious i look more like CHINese...

6. i got my own CAMERA ( not really just a compact one using film like lomo camera)

7. ... for now tat it is...

i cant really think every thing at once now i`m not a memory card..
i might forget sum stuff ;D so bare with me ;)

<3 cioa for now.. i will UPDATE soon i promise ;)

in the envelope i found a note

Dear Love,

it will never be the same, without you in my life

there will be good and bad in so many ways
so just hang on tight, don’t let it go
because it will be me and you holding tight
love everything you are, your smile, your smell and most of all yourself
no one is perfect even me
but i`m lucky that you are with me

Sincerely from,
Celia

i don’t remember i wrote this letter before. i was organizing my books and stationary while i was dividing the papers i found this envelope and it written “love”. Hehehehehe

to my beloved great grandmother

*...............................................................................................*

life is that simple
people come and go
just like walking out and in of the store
but i know that
u r rest in peace
and went to heaven watching over us
i think it is better tis way
dun need to suffer the pain anymore
i may sound cruel
i hav reason
" lau ma "
thank you for everything
love u
*...........................................................................................*

The Lotus Touts

The Lotus Touts (someone sent to me by e-mail)

read it cos it make sense.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. W hen you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY- ONE. ;Spend some time alone.

i like number nine..... :-)