i`m just a figure in your mind

when you say u miss me and said that i have been missing
i truly believe you are genuine
but what am i to u in your mind, seriously?
a good friend?
naive?
sumone who is random and crazy?
i know that i have great friends and good companies
but why would i feel that i am nothing to anyone?
that i have been replace and rejected?
sometimes, i do know that i will be replace
in anyone minds
when i`m gone or watever it is
that i`m just a temporary figure
to you.

i am so lost sometimes
that i don't even know what is true or false
that i just put good thoughts in my mind
so that time pass by easily for me
like someone i know told me that
"if we have good times, definitely we will have bad times"

maybe i am in a bad time
paranoid and thinking too much assumption
but what my mind told me
it is so true

i hope that things will get better
better than nothing right?