midnight headache

have you ever felt that no one wants you?
have you ever felt that you don't belong?

i hate being like this, i do
i don't like it when my heart just can't breathe
at first it was nothing but slowly it will absorb the negative of it

my heart just stop a second ago. that i can't do it anymore.

i need to isolate from everyone. where i already am.

sometimes i wish i was a child again or go disappear if i could.

inside is full of things wanting to come out

so painful

help