Tuesday, April 28, 2009

am i a fool?

Bittersweet life by my favourite highway

Lonely,
Stubborn and complacent,
You have insisted
On leaving me here,
Writing the same song
I started last year.

Lovely
Conjunctions and phrases,
Plays on a few words,
That you never meant.

I must have misread
All of the signals that
You never sent.

It's a bittersweet life,
And it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,
I have loved and lost
My heart along the way.

Maybe I could still hold you,
Or you could call if you feel so inclined.
Please take your time
Locating whatever you're trying to find.

Maybe it's time to let go,
But I'm too scared
And so unprepared.

How do I forget,
Every moment in time that we shared?

It's a bittersweet life,
And it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,
I have loved and lost
My heart along this.
Bittersweet life,
And it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,
I have loved and lost
My heart along the way

I'm calling your bluff,
I have toyed with the idea of burning your stuff.
This is so rough,
And it's as if deserting me wasn't enough.
Well I've had enough,
I'm calling your bluff.

It's a bittersweet life,
And it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,
I have loved and lost
My heart along this.
Bittersweet life,
And it's leaving me a-ok.
It's a bittersweet life,
I have loved and lost
My heart along the way

kept on reading the lyric
i realize that it defines u
i kept on holding the hope that u may come back to me
and said sorry
i kept on telling myself that u just need time and once ur done
u would come back to my arms
i`m such a fool for kept on holding
yes people may say it is not worth it and i`m just being foolish and end up hurting myself
i feel there is hope
i felt tat our connection is not the end yet
it is not easy to be done, to just forget and move on
i`m bullshitting that i am fine, that i am moving on, that everything is goin to be alrite
it is BULLSHIT

why am i still crying in my room?
why am i still remember the time we shared?
why am i still tempting to sms, call or find u from ur work place


yes it is not tat deep yet and it is just been like wat..... two months?
but u just dun know that
i had fall for u silly.....
it doesnt mean commitment or anything
it just.... i starting to fall for u that all
izzit really pressuring u?
that i finally open to u....and gave u my hope.....
i know i hurt u but it doesnt mean u need to punish me like tis...
i dun know wat ur doin but one thing i know tat u broke me....

U have shatter me into pieces
that i am the fool
who kept on waiting....
kept on hoping that u may come back...
how stupid am i...??


love doesn`t define who is right or wrong

as long u hav each other it doesn`t matter anymore


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