what's in my mind

exam is coming in a week

finally to determine something *secret

make the best effort of everything

just smile and be happy

those are the things in my mind now.. no doubt that i will do the best of it that i not like last time waiting for everything to fall into pieces. i don't want to do that anymore and end up disappointment on myself and others. seriously saying, when i look back of myself i become so different and find my own self slowly. Not to say i have change, i think i have become who i really am when time goes by. some one told me that people don't change all the sudden but it is who they really are. which is so true.

i know that i could do better than this and i`m more than that. just need time to take the courage out i guess.

another day pass by....

i`m just a figure in your mind

when you say u miss me and said that i have been missing
i truly believe you are genuine
but what am i to u in your mind, seriously?
a good friend?
naive?
sumone who is random and crazy?
i know that i have great friends and good companies
but why would i feel that i am nothing to anyone?
that i have been replace and rejected?
sometimes, i do know that i will be replace
in anyone minds
when i`m gone or watever it is
that i`m just a temporary figure
to you.

i am so lost sometimes
that i don't even know what is true or false
that i just put good thoughts in my mind
so that time pass by easily for me
like someone i know told me that
"if we have good times, definitely we will have bad times"

maybe i am in a bad time
paranoid and thinking too much assumption
but what my mind told me
it is so true

i hope that things will get better
better than nothing right?

it been awhile

that i dun write....and here i am again ;D

ANYWAY, nothin much have been goin on, just a few....

1st : my younger sister got surgery on the eye * scary shit but overall she is fine edi

2nd: there was a event goin on and it was fun cos such a long time nvr go out edi. HEY, i have been a really good girl ;) *hahaha ya rite

3rd: exam is comin soon and all my assignment has finnis only left one. i will be having almost 3 weeks of study break *yeeeaaahhhh

4th: can't wait for holidays to come and pppaaarrrtttyyy time ;)

here are some random photos that i been doin for the few weeks

IKEA MAD-NESS
with lynn, dennis, rastam and mua

"i love u, wong lynn li"

"maria"

"OMG"

" can't touch tis"

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JUZ 4 FUX
with lynn, hooi li, alford, alex, jason, ryan, nickky, carmen and jenny
and then met alex lee and kash
it was not bad cos i love the music they are playing and they hav tatto services
which is cool ;D

actually there are more photo
but then the stupid thing
cannot upload
so, next time
to be continue...

and oh ya i have become a red-head ;D

i wanna be

sumone alter ego
;D

HHhhhiiiiii

okey, it been hell of a month cos so many thing do *not really just okey

Basically, i`m just lazy to post but nothing much cos focus on my studies now wwooohooo *rajin

1. Hooi li birthday celebration *everyone hav edi post so i dun think i wud too
2. mhmmm VU nite * which just recently happen actually just ytd ;D

OK LA.. let talk bout VU nite ppl

Went with Kim, Justin and John, it was great cos of the setting, people dressing, people who i dun know! and much much more. mostly i think it is becos Justin got nominated PROM KING so we just went and support MR. JUSTIN. I had fun la not bad, just only i dun know people there a bit boring.

sadly, justin didnt win cos the judges are BLIND... damn fucking blind.. *oopppsss
after the prom, we went MC.D for another around for justin cos he was hungry and i eat ice-cream for my dessert ;D

noted: Sunway spa & resort food not bad... i give them credit man and the ballroom was huge

ANYWAY, thank guys i hav a great time
*mostly is the food and gossiping bout ppl ;D

thank u <3>