as straight as a ruler

i dun know what we are doing, what we are feeling or whatever we are facing. i just dun because the more i think about it, the more complicating things are and the more it hurts me. You just shoot me on the spot without hesitating and im just speechless. i guess just leave things as they are now until im back home. whatever it is.

Just so u know

let's just say that im dont want to care anymore and just wanna live another day like there is no tomorrow. that is what i am doing now and i shoudnt even think of it anymore. focus on myself rather that the stupid pyscho twisted mind of yours. cant wait to do something new and fantastic :)

convince me that u didnt lie

calm and just live another day
the words you say
the sentences that you describe
the twist of your words
i just cant handle
saying one thing to another
i aint some girl that you compare with
and see who is better
im some girl, alright
one in a million kind of girl

you has not change a bit
twisted-liar

Again

you put me on top of the mountain
and now you drag me down like im no one
u want me, earn me then
why? why?
you must come back
when you have no one
when you cant be alone
and now your not alone
you are just too busy
whatever
i heard enough of your lame excuses
i heard enough of your pithiness
i feel such a fool when you telling me lies
again and again and again.

what is worst?

a. my laptop crash at this time where i still got assignment to do
b. feeling the my friends dont need me anymore
c. my family has change and afraid that things aren't the same (not that close)
d. im still single? and have no dates

i dun know which one to choose

frustration & speechless

who could i count on

when i feel all alone

in this building fill with unknown

judgement and criticism

Their mind has set of perception

on me

as an Asian

a Chinese

there is a saying

"Never judge a book by its cover"

Tomorrow is Monday

One week short break just pass so fast. Now it is the time not to slack around anymore :( it gonna be a tough one and need to be concentrate! hopefully :P Seriously nothing much this week break. most of the time at home or at my fren place as usual which is just pretty good. Get some good rest before start the battle, right? Anyway, i kind of miss class cos im already bored :P so yeah!

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

wish me luck.

the other side of you

Friday night was good

wine become shots of tequila

they say the more the merrier

the room was crowded of people

some we just know but some we just met

it was a great night than the usual ones we had

it feel awkward and weird out a bit

who cares as long we had fun, right?

I walk back at 3.00 am down to the not-so-lonely streets

back to my humble place

I see you

the other side of you, not drunk or sleepy

you were you

glad to know that you are actually sweet

in my heart, i secretly hope that you were better

if you were, i think i will fall in love for you

but sadly, that will not happen

it is best to keep this distance between us

not so close but close enough.

Never say never

Im having a short break right now and soon it will end. I need to start studying soon for the big exam. I really want to be prepare because i dont know the exam format and stuff. Hopefully i could do it! I need determination and fully concentrate for my subjects which is 4 of them! I wonder how it will go. mhmmmm :P

Im kind looking forward to the end of the year in Melbourne. Hopefully i could get to do something new and explore the place :) and i cant wait for Rastam and hopefully Lynn to come down and also Mr Norman Teh who might be coming on october *finger cross! to come down and visit! :)

How i wish that thing would go as it is plan but it will never happen. HA HA!

that is life.