the things you say i still dont believe

one thing that i learn

after all the mess and breakdown

never fully trust a men's promise

whatever they say

it doesn't mean it will happen

it is just a might

it is not that i am discriminating

it is what i learn

deal with it.

little road trip on a good sunny sunday

Great Ocean Road is where we heading

Almost half a day to reach that place

Though it is just to see a few big rocks on a beach

But the scenery was breathtaking

It was a worth while waiting.

A big crowd is all you need

for a little trip like this

it taking longer to reach

but the whole journey

was all about fun and joy

it was a worth while joining

thanks :)

Wine is not my thing

On a Saturday Night, we had a nice dinner cook by my frens. it feels like home again when i drink my favourite ABC soup. It was really nice of them to cook i think they enjoy doing it but we pay the money to them on what they hav buy for the ingredient to be fair and also the wine for the night. We play Circle of Death and True or Dare ( different version)

It was really a fun night and i was so tipsy almost drunk because i am not good at wine at all! i get easily tipsy by wine, really. Then after that they wanna go to Crown to gamble but i decline because the next day im going to Great Ocean Road with a bunch of friends.

They want me to stay till the sunrise so that we could go for breakfast but i cant cos i promise my other frens that im going for that trip. Im sorry guys! but what to do i cant just ffk ppl! it is bad :P

ANYWAY, i really had a fun night and thanks, really :)

good things happen if you pray hard

the whole morning going back and forth

thinking "what if"

kept on holding my phone and looking at the time

each minute pass makes me more anxious

in my mind wondering how it goes over there

at 3.05pm, finally got a call from home

it was my brother

first thing he ask was where am i?

i told him how it goes with the surgery?

he told me that everything is fine

the surgery was a success

i felt so relief, i just smile and wanted to cry

but i didnt because it is a good thing

i shouldnt cry, i should feel glad and lucky

Now, just need to wait and see

how her recovery is.

Hopefully everything gonna be alright. :)

it seems like things are coming back and haunt us again

i dont really know what to say.

im kind of loss in some way.

im feeling kind of hopeless in a way.

What could i do when im so far away?

What should i feel when im so far away?

All i could do is pray.

Pray that god would save her soul once again

Pray that things would go smoothly as it is

Pray that i could see you again when i come home

Pray that i could hold you tight and say everything gonna be alright

i know that things cant help as it is

i know that things sometimes doesnt go in my way

i know that i will always be there though im far away

i know that no matter who you are, i still love you

i dont care what happen in the past

all that matter to me is that you be alright

that you could go through this again

that you would see me graduate and

tell me that you are proud of me

please dont give up now

i still need you, tai ma.

Toboggan

I went to Mt buller on saturday, Mt Buller is a place where you could play snowboard, skiing, snow war and other things which related to snow la! I join my fren because they are going in a group which is way much more fun.

Before saturday and i was suppose to sleep early on friday night because need to wake up early like 4 am! so what happen was on friday night went dinner at my aunty house we had homemade soup! it was really nice and i feel warm cos it is homemade :)

after that my another fren text me and ask me to come over if i wan to so im like okay since i got nothing to do and i got home early. So went to my fren place, we all going crazy and play truth or dare *secret

At my fren place around at 4 am :P then quickly went back home bath and change into more warmer clothes cos Mt Buller is really cold and it is a snow mountain so yeah.

Anyway the point is i nvr sleep at all! HAHAHAHAH i know went i got back on saturday 8 something at night after Mt Buller i was dead tired! seriously! but it is so worth it cos i had a lot of fun :)

thanks guys!

a quick one

how i wish the words you say come true
the way you say it, makes a little hope in my heart
that i actually believe in them
but who knows
a human mind changes all the time
maybe later on you might said another thing
and forget about it
but those words you say just made my day no matter it come true or not
because you actually think about it
it is good enough for me
just to put a smile on my face.

ze weekend

it was insane, for me. kind of :P i got really tipsy on friday then i got really drunk on saturday and finally i was hammer on sunday. Not bad i never done this before so it is not bad. My lips are so dry cos of the drinking session i guess or may it is the cold weather. I meet some new people which is good i need to meet more people. i try to like keep myself occupied and enjoy myself here.

GAWD, i just realize that i got so little time for my studies this semester. Almost every week either there is a test or assignment due or online test! OMG! hopefully i can get through it. i need more time! need a PLAN!

Sorry people haven been taking pictures. i will soon promise when i am not so busy!

drama rama lama

Oh gosh, last nite it is like a convention of a horror drama but it was kind of fun cos like i get to know everyone in Jeng place. Before that i met up wit Hazel, Jocelyn and Jeng for dinner near by my place. The food was not bad, just the steamboat not nice at all. After that i suggested to go and see Jeng place since i got nothing to do the whole nite so why not.

Everyone went to Jeng place and it is quite reasonable the place. i might consider there for next year, maybe! see how la.

Then i get to catch up wit Jeng and Hazel, we talk like non-stop about everything. Oh yeah there is a drama going on. it is like a war! LOL, seriously anyway then i get to meet Jeng roommates though i since them around during VU time i dun think they know me :P

so yeah. oh yeah i get to meet terry also, he look so messy and frustrated. A lot of things happening in their house, really. Hopefully things will get better for all of them. Anyway i stay there till like 2.30am?

Like i said we were all having a convention! LOL! it was nice meeting them all, really.

Another nite just pass, how i wish it is the end of the month :P

rewind

it feel so familiar
it feel so warm
it feel so true

how i wish it is true
but it is not the simply

why couldn't it be just that simple?

because we aren't just that simple.

if only all men were like this

lies and strategy

On sunday, my fren and i are going to have steamboat at my fren place which is pretty cold and they have a balcony! so nice :) Before we head to their place we go buy the materials and sparkling wine :D

We had tomyum steamboat! awesome! i love steamboat in winter. damn syok! makes me more miss malaysia food :( Anyway we had a nice chat and talk like non-stop! it was fun and i really like it. Thanks to them i dont feel so lonely during weekends. Seriously thet are reaallly nice and funny people to hang out. im looking forward for more events!

After makan, we play poker! for the first time i play poker and i win! LOL i love to be the dealer :) and we bet on like drinking beer, eat wasabi and other stuff for this coming weekend! cant wait! to see their faces! HA HA HA

Nothing much after that, we just stop playing cos it is getting late so we just talk about everything. life, experiences, friendship and a lot of stuff.

i enjoy myself that nite :)

oh yeah i got test on wednesday!!! damn fast :(