big shopping mall

today, we went to the biggest shopping mall so called? i think. i wasnt really listening. sorry! it was not bad, all kind of store and a lot of sales but still quite expensive for me even cotton on! cos i need to times 3 ! i dont even know how to buy stuff now T.T seriously!

anyway i brought my very first boots! i love it! :)

people here, they are the same! really! i feel like unfit in awhile.

there goes my day. nite.

oh ya! i discover that milo in Australia taste like milk which is reaallly BAD!

cold and windy

hey guy, finally im in melbourne feeling kind of weird at first and now still. maybe it is normal when someone is going to a stranger place.

ok before that, the past few days it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E, it is not what i have expected really! i will always remember and cherish it. my friends celebrate my birthday and my farewell at the same time which kind of sad and happy. i am so grateful that i have my family because they have done so much for me which i don't know how to describe it really. i just love them.

back to melbourne, i am so blur and a bit fuzzy. i just don't feel like me now. Maybe later on i will get use to it

to the weather

to the environment

to the people

to everything, i hope

wish me luck people, i really need it

will you come rushing to say good bye?

i'm so frustrated by you, really

you have no idea how much you are to me

it is not like you are my whole life or whatever shit

i ain't a stalker or psycho

it just you mean to me as a friend

in my heart

i hope that you would come and say good bye to me

in front of me, gave a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek

but sadly i know that it wouldn't happen

even though i always hope for it

i know you quite well that you wouldn't

that you wouldn't do it

i will never have the courage to tell you this

that you are a really good friend to me

though you always say that we aren't that close

i don't really care

how many years we know each other

or any secret or whatever it is

all i know that you are my friend, a good one

you always have a little piece of my heart

tick tock

it is just a short post cos gonna go soon

i am freaking-licious nervous, i dun know why

maybe cos i think so damn long never do it edi

and it is like been such a long time

i really hope it goes well

and not get any problem, seriously!

:) heart

within you

Sometimes people just say things that

they think they are right and some how it hurts the other person.

you may think that they are a jackass

but later on when they apologize and try to make things right again.

they arent just any jackass, they are people who will look out for you.

they are a jackass but a little sweetness in it.

that is what i fall for.

that little sweetness.