6 more hours to go and it is 2010

let's just say that i have a great year ;) okei...
no matter what happen good or bad let it all pass and look forward to the year of 2010.

kind of pump because i`m doing my major and i might be going to AUS on jun or july. i`m looking forward of new things and experience something interesting. or maybe i will hav a BF.. who knows ;P anyhow, i`m just excited because i hav an awesome year put aside all the terrible things happen i'm good, really.

believe me. i did.

recently

christmas was great :)
and new year is comin soon....

time pass so fast that we never really realize it. so many things that had happen through out the year. bad and good ones. happy and sorrow ones. and i`m glad that things just turn out it should be.maybe. ;p

ANYHOW, as long i'm staying happy right? izit?

hehe, i dont know so malas to find out. i just follow the flow and see what is coming next for me, i guess. it feels like i'm just laying back and relax. just do what i need to do.

i just wanna say THANK YOU

for giving me a wonderful year
for making me grow stronger and wiser (i hope)
for giving me every chance that i need
for having such a awesome friends
for to be born in this family
and for being who i am.

thank you.

find

i want someone to hold on when i fall
i want someone to make me laugh/smile
i want someone that motivates me
i want someone to wake up me on time to go to class
i want someone to know what i will do next
i want someone that could read my mind a bit
i want someone that could drive me here and there like a driver
i want someone to hold my hand when we are walking
i want someone to surprise me every time unpredictably
i want someone that needs me
i want someone that i could talk to until 6 in the morning
i want someone that could express his feelings to me
i want someone to love me unconditionally

basically i want a boyfriend....

christmas tree

sometimes i wish it would snow over here so that we don't need to waste our money on an expansive ticket to sumwhere else just to see snow. sad case right. anyway i love celebration. the semangat and the effort of everything. the feeling is just nice and comfy with some snow going on it would be just perfect in the right time, right place in a right moment.

<3 you, Christmas

everyone

i miss the time we spend
i miss the laughter and the tears that we cried for
i miss the goofy moment we had
i miss the random-ness that we share
i miss the time where we tease each other
i miss that when we study and still can talk crap
i miss everything

i just miss
my friends

go figure

sometimes it is just WEIRD
to feel just a moment of happiness
by just talking and laughing
that moment
feel that you were in love
but in reality
it is just a normal conversation
between a person to another
that is all.

not really a holiday but a wake up call

hey people, must be wondering where am i ;)
maybe not ;(

i just got back from Singapore supposedly would be a trip of shopping mad-ness but end up going back and forward to the hospital.

my siblings, my step mother and i went to Singapore on last friday and shud be comin back like on the next tuesday but then my step mother has a heart attacked so admin to hospital straight away without hesitating. because it wasn't the first time she fainted like tat. she is damn lucky we were all there to hold her and not injury her head. everything went bad from a great shopping spree to a hospital visiting.

lucky she wasn't in a major position because of her heart attack. the doctor say she is really really lucky she could wake up again because most of it would have just be into a coma. i`m grateful and i am not ready to give up on her. not now. not this time.

i think it is my turn to be sick and tired after everything.
will continue soon....

just for you

To my quite arrogant-but-nice friend,

i know since when i was form 4 when my friend gave me your number and be friends with you. it was a funny way how i know you. seriously, i found it kind of funny and slickly that i do that just to know you but i`m glad i did it if not we would be friend until now. when you speak your voice is so soft and gentle and also you speak with your own mind and ideas, a vision of your own. even though sumtimes you are kind of snobbish and a bit cocky and bad temper but you wouldn't hurt me in any way except that you always ffk me *those were the time ;) . you know i have the tolerance and patient u always do. that why we are still friend. i`m sorry that sometimes i give up our friendship because there were some misunderstanding and you make me insane sumtimes *seriously. however, i never give up because i know that you are always true to me no matter how things turn bad and ugly. you would always be honest with me and tell me the ugly truth but when i`m upset about it that hurts me a lot you would turn back and apologize and also comfort me just to make me smile again. you have teach and educate me in so many ways, i just love it. every time we talk about stuff, it will revolve in many ways and we always help each other help. even though, you have many friends that could talk to and comfort with but i don't really care because you told me stuff that you would never share *i think and i`m glad that i`m part of your life and your part of mine. there are many things that i could say about you bad or good though you think that we aren't that close but i think we are, just for me. you are a special friend for me. and i love you, friend.

by,
your very interesting- retard friend ;)

the bride and the groom

weddings are freaking tiring, seriously. especially when everything is running out of time and rushing like a mad cow. ish. the weekends i have attend two wedding dinner the 1st one is from my dad company and the other is my cousin from my dad side. Both dinner was okay la.... *not much comment but i favour my cousin one ;D SHHHHH!

before my cousin wedding dinner in the morning there will be tea ceremony and the part where could torture the groom ;D *IT WAS DAMN A LOT OF WORK TO DO kind of scary cos everything was out of place in awhile. BUT i love my cousin sister make up and hair. simple and elegant. oh ya she uses real orchid to put on her hair *so envy ;$

overall everything went smoothly and nice which i`m happy for her even though we aren't that close but she is still my cousin right :)

anyway congrats for the both couples and i wish you all the best. love ya.

yes wedding are tiring but it is once in a life time thing to remember ;)

will post the photos soon

snowflakes

okey, i feel like doing sumthing creative and fun ;)

that will be...*drum...

go to every shopping mall

and
take pictures of the Christmas trees ;D
(decoration)

every shopping mall has different kind of deco of Christmas
and i always want to do it
add to that, i finally got my camera ;)
*ngeheheh
and so,
it will be my chance to do it

this year!

oh ya, i love Christmas *hearts