Saturday, May 30, 2009

The Lotus Touts

The Lotus Touts (someone sent to me by e-mail)

read it cos it make sense.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.


FOUR.
When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. W hen you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY- ONE. ;Spend some time alone.


i like number nine..... :-)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Happy birthday Tammy

ezra and i hav plan to gives a surprise birthday dinner just the three of us on his birthday

Venue: Ribs (near one-utama)
Time: 7.30 or 8 pm

but everything gone really wrong
suppose to meet him at nite
his phone die and at that moment i was like finding him
i search around his house and centerpoint
while ezra call sum ppl that we though he might be wit
end up we got tired and we assume tat he was wit other ppl
to celebrate him birthday
ezra and i end up waiting at his house until 8 pm
we given up and we kinda like hurt cos he promise goin out dinner wit us
so we went to Ribs ourselves and treat ourselves sum good meal
kinda pathetic though and we brought cupcakes and a pressie for him!!!
so upsetting and disappointed
i was kinda piss and same goes to ezra (sumthing la)
after that i receive a call turn out to be rastam
tat time i feel like crying edi
so i pass it to ezra to talk to him
we kinda wan to make him feel bad ( WE R BAD ASS PPL )
cos we plan so hard it is not like we forgot his birthday..

END UP...he came wit sum of his fren (actually wanted to be only three of us : rastam me and ezra but nvm la )
everything was fine then we had sum good time in the end
talk sum dirty jokes and laughing like crazy-retard ppl
we were happy....and he loves the thing we done for him ( he wanted to cry)


the cupcakes
OH MY GOD
ezra dun wan to wirte i love u so end up write OMG which i think it is cute

rastam,
this is for u

for u
i be strong
for u
i become today
for u
i hav u

cos of u my dear fren
i become wat i am now
u make me stronger and wiser
u lend me ur shoulder to cry on
u lend me ur arm just so i cud bite my anger away
eventhough u have ur temper and so on
ur still my fren
my guardian
my love
no matter wat i accpet who u r
bad or good
cos ur my dear fren
who will always be there
for me
and i know u wud too
and tat y i love u
eventhough ur a bitch.


desperate

i`m broke....seriously broke......i need cash....help?

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The day u were born

my dearest beloved <3 ,

we hav been together for almost 17 years. time pass so fast that u cud take driving license edi and goin off to college soon. when u were a child, u were such a naughty brat and u hav this cute little face like an angel. i remember that when u were a baby, i was showering u wit my love and care. i always worried bout u and do watever that makes u happy. funny thing is that sometimes u made me hate u in sum way. i do. when u say things which hurts me or blackmail me ( something la ). however, after we been through ups and downs together we become closer to each other. that we actually connected and communicate ( LOL ) and help each other out. No matter how hard or misery we had, we always have each other to talk and cry on. there`s one timewhen i was young, i saw u crying on the bed because u want mummy and dun wan to be separated by her. my heart just sank my tears just come out just like tat. i cried but i stop and hug u so that u wud stop crying. i also remember that we have suffer before and been through it together. even though i dun expect u will be there for me but i always be there for u cos i love u. for the first time i said i love u to u. that no matter wat happens i`m there for u. just for u.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY little BROTHER
*wish that u cud read this










Tuesday, May 26, 2009

time is running out

two more week to go and it is time. it is dooms day. which we all will be suffering from stress and tension. we all will be burning late nite oil and drinking nescafe. reading and writing notes just hope tat cud remember and cud do our best. damn i hate these moment. the tension and the pressure that u might fail and redone again. wondering that end up to be a failure. so depressing and sucks. we will become zombie again. probably we wudnt sleep at all or maybe we wud if too tired. at the same time i love the feeling of rush and afraid. i just dun know why. weird . rushing reading notes and afraid tat might fail. makes me wanna study more. it motivate me. it kept on running but i`m just lazy... i know i admit...everyone is lazy but in one point we wud pick up the book and started to be a nerd. XD

dooms day is coming.
wud i manage to do it?
wud i manage to pass?
i think i better start or else i wud regret it.

Monday, May 25, 2009

just hope u stare if u dare

just stare and dun hesitate
dun wonder why or what if
just stare if u dare
and take ur guts out
to show how u feel
dun hide it or kept it
cos if u lose ur chance its over
there will not hav a second chance

just stare and dun hesitate
and say how u feel
prove tat ur not heartless
but urself
show who u r truly
dun be embarrass or shy or even pretend
cos if u lose ur chance its over
there will not hav a second chance

time is priceless
there is no backward but forward
appreciate the moment and the chance u had
cherish the memory which hav brought u happiness and misery
every second, minutes, hour, day, months or years
that cud just pass by like missing a bus or lrt just like tat
u just miss ur chance

so dun kept urself in the dark room
come out and play
be who u r
whoever it is
good or bad
at least u be ur ownself....show ur wings to people
dun need to listen to those judgmental people or anyone
just show ur true colour
someone wud appreciate it
truly to u



Sunday, May 24, 2009

Happy ealry birthday Alex Phang

On saturday nite we all hav plan to celebrate ALEX birthday early cos
1st we all hav exam
2nd he will not guess tat we all plan for him edi XD
SO YA...HERE THE STORY

we all hav plan a week agao just before saturday comes around.

Venus: Yuen`s steambout
Time: 7.00 pm ( unfortunely must wait for the table so like around like 7.35 we got the table)
People: Me, lynn, alex LEE, hooi li, nikky, yew tien, silas( the last one who came late), ryan, kah loon and alford.
Cake : choc mud cake

everything was just great except the part we all need to wait for the table and it was raining.. =.=
ANYWAY...me hooi li and lynn actually has a surprise gift specially for ALEX PHANG but sadly the gift cant make it ( inside joke)

Alford lied to PHANG that come to yuen`s just to join me for dinner but actually is to celeb his brithday

when he come in everyone was picking the food !!! except me sitting there alone like a noob...and Alford kept on giving the signal ' WHERE THE HELL IS EVERYONE!!!' then i`m like they r picking up the food???LOL... Phang was stun and like stone...cos he was full edi and he cant eat..!! LOL...kesian him...he was a surprise la XD...GOOOOODDDD

see his wai face....stoning onli...LOL.....

here r the guys....( just realize that all of them r guys and there onli three girl =.=)

here is the girls...heheh onli three sadly...nvm la we all had fun XD

CHOC MUD CAKE...yummy

i find this pic kinda funny cos he open his mouth =.= dun know for WAT...maybe he is acting cute XD

it was a success HURRAHHH...everyone was satisfied( maybe??) anyway after tat we went for shisha cos alex was damn stress !! after all the surprise and exam..it was too much for him..LOL... tis time i shisha like MAD onlie until i so stone and HIGH man...(oooppsss) it was fun la end up everyone goin home around like 1 sumthing...

i still dun wan to go back cos i dun always stay out late and i`m staying in ampang it will be a long ride man...so end up meeting ezra and her siblings..it was fun cos talking cock onli like non-stop...LOL


wat wrong wit the tween these day smoking onli even the poster also

overall the nite was a blast.. reach back around like 3 something *he he he glad tat alex was happy so is everyone XD...

(Noted: most of the pic is wit lynn SO YA XD)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI MAN
hope u enjoy it
and wish u good luck for exam
( his brithday is in 1st of june)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

picture which shows it all


there is saying that sometimes
when u look deep inside someone eyes
u may look through them
their true self



things tat need to get off my chest

i feel so angry and upset bout ppl. how they do, say, react or anything sometimes. so upsetting. it is so unpredictable that people just change their mind just like tat. such a deadly weapon that it may kill peoples hope and faith or maybe it causes death. every day i park my car in the forest and walk all the way to college then pass by the yellow table which full of people. People i may know or may not. i slowly observe how my frens has change and how strangers too. i look at myself and asked hav i too? izzit a good thing or not? i believe tat no one is perfect and everyone has their good and bad. But sometimes it is just stupid of how people reaction on somethings. i felt so disgusted and sick by the people i know and care for are doin such a thing." People changes " i understand that theory but i cant accpet these people that i know changes their mind so fast just like tat. just one second not even a minute. so disappointed it is like eating a piece a bread witout butter or kaya or coming home with out my fav teddy bear. How could these people ? so selfish and arrogant it makes me sick. i wish tat it nvr happen between us sometimes. it makes things so much easier. cos now u disgust me.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

movies rate

He`s just not that into you
it makes sense u know and it is funny XD... i just love the plot and i love drew barrymore... she is the bomb...LOL
if u seen it it makes sense how guys is...even girls
it is the fact of it...
rate: 8/10

BLOODY FUNNY AND AWESOME MOVIE
i laugh non stop..hehehehe
u shud watch it
i just watch it last nite wit sum fren and went shisha
shisha was GOOODDDD
it been so long tat i shisha...XD
rate: 10/10

Friday, May 15, 2009

stab me if u can

life is so short
y wasting time to do all tis stupid stuff
so stupid tat ur pride fall
so stupid until disgusted by people
if u just realize that
maybe life will be so much easier
sadly u chosen this path
where everything will haunt u down again
where u will feel such a fool of urself
i`m speechless
yes, i may not be as smart as u
i may not have a very good English background
or watever it is
but at least i know tat
i could stand up and take a step by moving forward
will not turn back wat has been done
i hold my head high and just walk
because i know tat i could move on
because i know tat i am stronger
because i know tat everything is goin to be alrite
and it did
time is running out
life is to short to hav enemies
so why not just live as fullest as you can?
if u get wat i mean
i know i am
how bout u?
i think u do but
u just stuck there since high skool and will not move on..
sadly eh?

i hav my family to support me forever
i hav my lovely frens to make my day brighter
just left the one and only one to be by my side
i will not wait nor will be the one who step ahead first
i will just let it flow
it comes, it comes
if not then maybe it is just not the right time
for now i just enjoy wat i have...

Monday, May 11, 2009

a random note i wrote

all the things you said
i believe in them
i hold my head up high
that you will not break it
i put my hope too much
it falls in the end
crash down so hard
that i couldnt speak or even scream
i`m speechless
i am
couldnt believe wit my bare eyes
that i see through ur eyes
the true you
my heart sank everytime i look at you
all the anger and misery just wipe out
you made it go away
you made my day
the last day
Good bye my little monster
i`m going away
walikng forwards with no regrets or sadness
everything just remain as memory
i am stronger than you think i am
i done my best and yes i am moving on
as for you
you arent, you just stuck there in the past
stuck there where all it begins from
Good luck my boy
i hope one day you really take a step ahead
take it easy
i will not look at you as i look at you before
i saw the true you, little boy
i did and i do.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

phenomenon

an appearance or immediate object of awareness in experience.


have u ever felt some one who is that which strikes one as strange, unusual, or unaccountable; an extraordinary or very remarkable person?




sometimes things doesnt need to be said more


Happy mother`s day
i love u


when i see tis photo, i see tat some things will nvr change for me. Things will always remain the same forever. i`m touch and grateful for it, that i was born in tis family. in times i wish i was sum where else but if i do i will not meet so many wonderful people and experience great things. Thank you , Mummy for everything. i know u hav cried hard, suffer a lot of pain but u still have me, derek and amelia to make ur day brighter..... i doesnt say much, it doesnt mean i dun love u that is i wanna prove my love to u that i care and ur my mother always and forever. ur not goin anywhere cos i know tat i will take care of u forever, mummy. i just wish u know, maybe u do know.

Friday, May 8, 2009

drinking feel so good

UPDATE ( SORRY DELAY)

* clubbing nite

at around 10 something ( konon-nya shud be goin at 9 )
everyone was in the car
which is miss wong lynn li and miss chuah hooi li
and there are the other three gentlemen which is mr alex phang, mr alford and mr ryan
goin to MOS....
the queue was so damn fucking long..cos it is labour day eve...
end up we all cioa...so waited for damn fucking long..and sum reason we got piss (PRIVATE)
anyway left lynn hooi li alex and alford
oh ya and also alex two fren which is salis and yew tien ( fragile heart)

GUESS where we end up....
*
**
***
****
*****
******
*******
********
*********
**********
***********
************
*************
**************LOft (konon-nya not really our first a temp)

anyway we all straight away went in cos cannot tahan anymore
we need boozes and great music
and sum dirty dancing...LOL
we all hav fun and something really funny came up
and sumone got drunk ( u know urself..)
so around like 3 something we stay in a motel in subang
we all hav sum great time

all i have to say is that it was a blast la....LOL

picture upload in facebook edi...see urself la...
lazy to upload here.. ;-)

the road i choose...


the last kiss i felt
so empty and relief
that i could just smile without him
walk away like there is no tomorrow
walk away with my pride and dignity

there are 3 ways to go to
one is heaven
second is hell
third is moving forward and face the devil
which one wud i choose?
it depends on ourself
it depends on me
i think i know which road i wanna go

the road where i cud just spread my wings
and fly

fly so high
that i could touch the sky
fly so high
that i could cry for joy
i could see so many people smiling to me
and said that
ur not alone
that u still hav us
to share ur joy and ur misery
tat the road i wanna go

i know i`m not alone where i go
that they r there supporting me
and cheering for me

i love u all....




Tuesday, May 5, 2009

something tat expected to come true

in the morning i went to his house and gave back his stuff
he wasnt there i kinda expected tat
so i gave it to his maid
she will give it to him

so i went to college early to meet my fren
in pink...
after for awhile i saw sumone i knew
and i kinda predicted tat he will be there wit her
and it did happen
they were together so lovely dovey
and guess wat i did
i went there and i told him we need to talk
so we talk...after for awhile
and end up we become frens and so so so on...
watever it is...
anyway it is over...and i`m still feeling great...
cos i dun need to be caught up by tis anymore

LOL...i didnt cry or watever
i didnt...
and i am proud cos i took my courage out and be strong as ever
i didnt knee down and beg or watever it is
i didnt kill myself or anything
i just let it go...
i`m proud of myself
really i am...

end of the day... i still feel great...XD

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Wooottsss

I find out something interesting but expected that it wud happen
i cant tell here cos it is private...
i just wanna say tat

Fcuk it and get a life
i`m moving ON unlike someone...stick there forever and end up broken again
please get a life and dun be childish...
i`m not the one u shud be worried..
the one u shud be worried is urself , BITCH...
i hate ppl who is like tis...damn...i knew it...
get real la... and get out of my life man...

ok..i`m not really tat pissed anymore...
LOL
i just need to shout it out...really...it just stupid and ridiculous....
anyway i`m goin to his house soon to give back his stuff cos it belong to him
i think it is the best way
and hope tat we still remain as fren..... MAYBE...
i`m out of his life
i finally said it
I`M OUT OF HIS LIFE.....
i feel good...yes i still like him...
like i said.... million of times.... it needs time...
at least i`m taking a big step... XD
LOL

one thing i know is tat
i stone, realize and move on...
people do tat...
in the period of time everything is goin to be fine no matter wat
even though i feel the worst of me...
everything will be just alrite....

Friday, May 1, 2009

funny things....

it takes both ways to settle thing off
that love could not determine which is right or wrong
as long u have each other, it does not matter anymore
who`s fault izzit? or anything
cos u have each other to hold on and tried to work things out
u also let ur pride, ego or rules down
cos u still wanna hold tis on and not let go
it is just too precious and special for each other
the moment that you guys shared
the memory that will always be remembered
if only people realize that it would be so much easier and non complicated
like seriously LO


*CLUBBING NITE

YESTERDAY went clubbing after for a long long time...
finally i get to drink and dance..!!!
yeah man...
it was fun an hilarious..shit..!!!
LOL....
will update bout it soon XD

*THE DAY I`M SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE ( bout me and him )

will update soon bout tat too.......a story to tell... even though it is unstable and confused and dun know wat r we...let just say we move...

but for now i know wat i want and there is no turning back....