summer holiday

its been awhile since i write anything here after i got back to my home country, Malaysia. When i got back, a lot of things has change that im not use to it but slowly i do and accept the fact that the world changes so does people. This summer holiday has been wonderful, meeting new friends and doing things that i dont do often. It just feel great and i feel like i have grow or maybe change or maybe not :)

Spending a lot of time with my family and friends and most of all i met someone which i never though in mind that i would. Come to think of it, it comes so natural and just simple. I love what we are which is drama-less though i complain and nag and nag about stuff but i like the accompany, i love being around with him. Nothing more or less. How simple is that. Easy to say but not easy to be done. i have to agree with that.

i have realize few things about friends too. i have to admit what i have see, feel and think. i shouldn't avoid, denying and just accept it. i need to be more honest to myself but it is hard to do however i will try. Nothing is impossible right?

And also i feel like i have disappointed my dad because i didnt do well in my exam and i have change my university. i feel bad for this whole time and i promise myself i will do better and not fool around. i just wanna say im sorry to you, dad. He has been really supportive and has not object anything i do. i know he disagree in something but he didnt lash out i guess because he just want me to do my own thing and im big enough to make decision. Im grateful that i get to go oversea and study. Thank you fro everything dad and i love you.

it has been really emotional trip for me. it makes me miss more of it. im going back to Aussie this sunday which is just in few days. How i wish sunday doesnt come that fast.