things arent getting easier

This year i really think it is pretty bad year for me and my family. im not thinking negative or being emo. it just that the things had happen and stuff. im trying to be positive or maybe it is destiny or faith. No one could really stop it. Maybe god wants me to overcome all the bad situation. who knows, really?

This year, i really have experiences all kind of things that i never though it would happen but anything is possible right? i know that it is not that major thing but for me, it is kind of a experience and learn how to deal with it. When your alone and there is no one is there and help you, you need to deal it alone.

i have been handling it quite okay. i admit, i have few breakdown but i never give up or just walk away. im still stood where i am and what im doing. i need to motivate myself more and get determination. i know what im doing and i know what i want. However, what ever happens i will try to deal with it.

All i need is a little bit of faith and hope. it will be alright.

its been great

Miss Wong Lynn Li and Mr Dennis Pang Ngai Hong
come to Melbourne, Australia
for holiday!
from 5th to 10 of october
it been an exciting, tiring and fun week
and also i skip some class for them :P

We went to a lot of places
but basically shopping
like there is no tomorrow
and we eat some nice food
and not forgeting
we went clubbing (which is okey)
oh yeah, also drinking session with other frens too

we had a lot of fun
and this is our first time traveling together
and going places together
im glad that you guys come
because you guys kill the boring-ness
i dun feel lonely at my own apartment
and now i miss you guys :' (

Anyho i will be back soon :)
Hope that you guys enjoy the trip!
a very short one, how nice if you guys stay a little bit longer
.hearts.

Run as fast as you can

First of all, my building got fire because of the stupid nando's restaurant downstairs got some kitchen or technical problem. So everyone has to evacuate the building. Lucky i wasnt asleep yet actually i was about too but someone knock my door and ask me to run downstairs and get out of the building. I quickly grab my PASSPORT and my bag which has my wallet and my phone. I quickly walk downstairs and meet up with my friend. Just when i realize i was wearing shorts outside! freezing cold! and people look at me like i wasnt wearing anything, fucking embarrassing.Seriously it was one of a kind experience, nvr though it would happen.

Oh yeah, there were 5 firetrucks!
hahahhahaha!
so many of them!
in m'sia where got like that!
damn chun lo :P
ok, abit jakun now

When i was going out of my apartment, i can smell the heavy smoke and i started to panic and thinking everything i had in my apartment is gonna be gone. Lucky it wasnt a big fire or anything. So i still have my stuff :)

After 3 hours of clearing the building and checking everything alright, we get to go back to our own room. I can smell the heavy smoke in my room so i open the window to that the smell will go away. i was still feeling a bit shaky and unsettle in some point

I wanna talk to someone
but no one answer my call
not even my best fren
i feel so down
i just need someone to talk to me
so that i dont feel so scared
Lucky, i got my brother
he talk the whole night
keep me company which makes me feel better
im glad i had him :' )
so touch

After what i have encounter, i know that life sometimes surprise us in many ways. we cant just expect thing as it is. i guess we need to be prepare for it or maybe not. Probably later in life there is more things for us to encounter :)

as straight as a ruler

i dun know what we are doing, what we are feeling or whatever we are facing. i just dun because the more i think about it, the more complicating things are and the more it hurts me. You just shoot me on the spot without hesitating and im just speechless. i guess just leave things as they are now until im back home. whatever it is.

Just so u know

let's just say that im dont want to care anymore and just wanna live another day like there is no tomorrow. that is what i am doing now and i shoudnt even think of it anymore. focus on myself rather that the stupid pyscho twisted mind of yours. cant wait to do something new and fantastic :)

convince me that u didnt lie

calm and just live another day
the words you say
the sentences that you describe
the twist of your words
i just cant handle
saying one thing to another
i aint some girl that you compare with
and see who is better
im some girl, alright
one in a million kind of girl

you has not change a bit
twisted-liar

Again

you put me on top of the mountain
and now you drag me down like im no one
u want me, earn me then
why? why?
you must come back
when you have no one
when you cant be alone
and now your not alone
you are just too busy
whatever
i heard enough of your lame excuses
i heard enough of your pithiness
i feel such a fool when you telling me lies
again and again and again.