into the city, i go *3

Yesterday, went out dinner wit one of my old fren and with her frens too. 4 of us take the tram and head down to docklands. Right after we step out of the tram the firework just started. it was beautiful and romantic. Every friday at docklands there will be fireworks i dun know why. it was quite windy that nite maybe it is because it is near to the sea i guess. anyway we have sum ribs and lamb which is not bad. i also get to know my fren frens. we talk a lot and i really have fun.

After dinner, they bring me to casino!!! HA HA HA but i never gamble it is not my thing i feel that i have bad luck if i gamble. 2 of them gamble a bit. Ok sumthing freaky happen, this is the conversation

Fren 1 : hey, what should we bet?
Me : let's bet on small

conclusion : yes, it came out small but sadly my fren didnt believe me bet on big

Fren 1 : okey, this time what should we bet?
Me : 6

conclusion : yes, i got it right again! but my fren still dun believe me bet on 4

Fren 1 : okey celia this time i believe you what number?
Me : 13 (random pick but feeling lucky on it)

conclusion : yes it happen again1!!! my fren bet on it and we got shock!

HAHHAHAHAHA! 3 time in a row wei!! wth!but the 4th time no luck already

so my fren stop playing and we head down to melbourne central and drink. the stupid Heineken taste so yucky!!! makes me sore throat. never drink that again i gonna drink hoegarden :) my favourite. we play sum game it was quite funny :D Then my fren is hungry go get sum LORD OF THE FRIES! they are awesome delicious! i love them.
head out to my place for awhile then cioa.

conclusion : i had a fun nite :)but didnt catch fish that nite :P

such a long week

this week i feel the time fly by takes so long. it is only the end of the week of July. i was hoping for the end of week of August, sadly it isnt. This week it is my first week of studying in RMIT, it went okay but i feel like it is so hard to make friends here. i think i need a thicker face and have sum guts to go up to people. People here is like sticking to your own group and not all of them are that friendly. Hopefully i could go through this depression. Anyway overall i like sum of my classes which is not bad and i like my timetable :) oh except i dun like my team mates but i no choice :(

hopefully i could go through this all disaster.

pray and finger crossing.

bloody hell

i though you were someone that i could count on when im here.
i though you were suppose to be tour guide like as you promise to
i though we suppose to do everything together in class
i though that you were my really good friend
i told you everything, everything that i about secret
i feel like a fool
because you didnt keep your promise
you tell me how excited you were when i am coming here
now you just avoid me like a fucking stranger
all men lie
fucking liar
i never ever want to trust so easily to anyone
when they promise me something
i dont even want to hear or think about it

i dont want to talk to u ever.

into the city, i go *2

day 3, it was a saturday i got nothing to do and no one ajak to go out like in malaysia. I brought some dvd to watch so i wouldnt be so bored. i slept early cos i am so freaking tired cos of the few days didnt really sleep well. Something happen later at nite and i realize that men are so predictable. i realize what i know want and need from them. if they dont have it, so they arent the one for me. i feel that i overcome the situation after all the breakdown and the pain in my chest. I finally can handle those kind of situation. I feel good and not bad. i can move on like any other day.

I aint that weak anymore :)
and i am proud.

into the city, i go

ok, i have finally settle down in the city. PEOPLE! but honestly it is kind of boring if you know the place well enough. there is not much going yet. hopefully when i start class, things will get better though. OH YEAH, i love my room, it is awesome! will post picture soon in fb :) ok i will update you what i have been doing since i move in!

DAY 1

in morning till nite around 10 somthing, moving my things back and forth. i dun know i have that much stuff! omg! damn a lot of exercise wei... which is good :) freaking tired then wait for my fren to come over. He promise he will come and sleep over and he did :) but damn late onli come.stupid fellow but anyway it was nice of him to accompany me cos it is my first nite :) we chat and watch some movie. it was all good :)

DAY 2

morning and afternoon, nothing much to do. going in and out of my studio apartment cos carrying so many things!!! then go do my rmit card and i didnt know that i need to bring my freaking passport so go back and take. Lucky for me i live near by. fucker wei :P

at nite, my another fren bring me go drink and the pub just next door. it is my first time drinking in melbourne, it was so nice and relax. get to know few people though :) random things happen :) not going to write here, it is private but one thing i can say is that i had a great nite :P

that all for now. today nothing much happen so yeah :) going to stay in :)hearts

this is how i describe of you.

never change

ok, i am over thinking stuff, really. i read back and forth, still don't understand why he doing this. it turns out that he already have something in mind. another disappointment, i guess i am soft hearted and always giving people another chance. At least now i know that he is those kind of people who didn't deserve for me to give another chance. lucky i know it early if not i might just get another breakdown. Like i have said, i am over thinking the whole situation.

the point is, he will never change.