tequila shot and bottom-less chips

this giant mug of beer was taken in curve during merdeka eve

my first time, drinking tequila shot *woots woots ;D it was AWESOME...
merdeka eve was down the drain, boring like hell. There are no other words to describe it.
disappointment cos 1st. no fireworks 2nd. dun hav the semangat at all 3rd. no crowd
ANYWAY, its okey.. atleast we got frens rite?

even though there aren't much fun as it used to be
but that nite will be remembered because
all we need are each other, that all ;D


cheers..

Angel which show us the world

i brought my new angel for almost mhmmmm 2 weeks and i`m lovin even though it cost me. ANYWAY, i just love the vintages look of pictures because it reminds me when i was young taking by the same effect.

My new angel could take any effect but need to buy the film which cost me RM11 and sumore i need to wash it cos it cost me around rm15 bucks.
YES, my new angel is kind of eating my money however, i just love taking picture so ya. I DUN MIND. *but actually a bit sakit hati if the pic expose or not nice ;(
okey here my new angel which is going to show me
the beautiful and fabulous
of the world around us
the little details and objects of everything
;D

FRONT

BEHIND

THE RESULT!!
just one example
i like tis one ;D
OK , u may not like it but i do
*puik

SO, that my angel which is white ;D
need to jaga baik-baik ooo
anyway will upload more pic from my very first camera
enjoy

<3 cioa

3 bangsa equals to one malaysia

7 more days, it is going to be our 52 th independents day and i`m proud to be called Malaysian. Even though there are a lot of democratic, politic issues, culture difference, racism, bias and more, above all those issue, problem or difficulties, we are still Malaysians no matter how bad it seems. We stand for our own country. For our own land.

okey...speeh is over. Now let's get done to business.These are the list WHY i am proud to be a Malaysian:

1. GREAT food...( all kind of varieties *yummy)
2. all kind of people (mainly: chinese, malay, indian and others too)
3. NO WAR!!
4. CHEAP (for serious, if you compare with other country malaysia consider got cheap stuff)
5. good places ( especially the beach )

that all i could come out... lol... but most of all it is where i was born, where i meet my friends and it is who i am. Malaysian.

TRULY saying, yes i do wanna get out of here but if i do definitely i would miss everything bout Malaysia ;D for sure....*serious face

ANYWAY, can't wait to celeb merdeka again. Hope that tis year wud be different. ;D *jakun

the reason...

the reason why i haven been updating i think it is becos my great grandmother have pass away few months ago... i still miss her, sometimes i think about her i do...i guess this is life

life is like
walking in and out of the store
they die and reborn again

i dun know bout the reborn thing but i do believe is that she is happy up there meeting up with her love ones and others too. i guess i wan to have a fresh start or just give up in one thing and move on to others which is kind of a bad habit. i cant always start over. my life have been set. i belong here and no where else. that why i give up this blog. i`m sorry. *unfaithful ;(

we learn from what we done, wrong or right we learn from it and tried to make it better.

i believe in tat, really i do...for SERIOUS...lol

anyway i got another blog (not really a blog just tat i post my expression over there example: picture, music, quota, poem etc)

http://cupcakeslover.tumblr.com/

enjoy ;D

<3 ciao...

hey people i`m back

yes yes yes...my blog has been dead for like mmhmmm.. few months i think.. been damn freaking lazy to update of cos...u know..these are the things i been doing lately

list:

1. COLLEGE (first thing man) *rajin ^^

2. H1N1 ( sum of my fren got sick worried of them might get it ) *sobs sobs

3. i have a great time during my birthday lol (will never forget)

4. definitely hav sum trouble wit family, frens and myself (of cos)

5. oh ya i got a new hair cut different from last time .. for serious i look more like CHINese...

6. i got my own CAMERA ( not really just a compact one using film like lomo camera)

7. ... for now tat it is...

i cant really think every thing at once now i`m not a memory card..
i might forget sum stuff ;D so bare with me ;)

<3 cioa for now.. i will UPDATE soon i promise ;)

in the envelope i found a note

Dear Love,

it will never be the same, without you in my life

there will be good and bad in so many ways
so just hang on tight, don’t let it go
because it will be me and you holding tight
love everything you are, your smile, your smell and most of all yourself
no one is perfect even me
but i`m lucky that you are with me

Sincerely from,
Celia

i don’t remember i wrote this letter before. i was organizing my books and stationary while i was dividing the papers i found this envelope and it written “love”. Hehehehehe

to my beloved great grandmother

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life is that simple
people come and go
just like walking out and in of the store
but i know that
u r rest in peace
and went to heaven watching over us
i think it is better tis way
dun need to suffer the pain anymore
i may sound cruel
i hav reason
" lau ma "
thank you for everything
love u
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