Thursday, May 28, 2009

Happy birthday Tammy

ezra and i hav plan to gives a surprise birthday dinner just the three of us on his birthday

Venue: Ribs (near one-utama)
Time: 7.30 or 8 pm

but everything gone really wrong
suppose to meet him at nite
his phone die and at that moment i was like finding him
i search around his house and centerpoint
while ezra call sum ppl that we though he might be wit
end up we got tired and we assume tat he was wit other ppl
to celebrate him birthday
ezra and i end up waiting at his house until 8 pm
we given up and we kinda like hurt cos he promise goin out dinner wit us
so we went to Ribs ourselves and treat ourselves sum good meal
kinda pathetic though and we brought cupcakes and a pressie for him!!!
so upsetting and disappointed
i was kinda piss and same goes to ezra (sumthing la)
after that i receive a call turn out to be rastam
tat time i feel like crying edi
so i pass it to ezra to talk to him
we kinda wan to make him feel bad ( WE R BAD ASS PPL )
cos we plan so hard it is not like we forgot his birthday..

END UP...he came wit sum of his fren (actually wanted to be only three of us : rastam me and ezra but nvm la )
everything was fine then we had sum good time in the end
talk sum dirty jokes and laughing like crazy-retard ppl
we were happy....and he loves the thing we done for him ( he wanted to cry)


the cupcakes
OH MY GOD
ezra dun wan to wirte i love u so end up write OMG which i think it is cute

rastam,
this is for u

for u
i be strong
for u
i become today
for u
i hav u

cos of u my dear fren
i become wat i am now
u make me stronger and wiser
u lend me ur shoulder to cry on
u lend me ur arm just so i cud bite my anger away
eventhough u have ur temper and so on
ur still my fren
my guardian
my love
no matter wat i accpet who u r
bad or good
cos ur my dear fren
who will always be there
for me
and i know u wud too
and tat y i love u
eventhough ur a bitch.


desperate

i`m broke....seriously broke......i need cash....help?

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The day u were born

my dearest beloved <3 ,

we hav been together for almost 17 years. time pass so fast that u cud take driving license edi and goin off to college soon. when u were a child, u were such a naughty brat and u hav this cute little face like an angel. i remember that when u were a baby, i was showering u wit my love and care. i always worried bout u and do watever that makes u happy. funny thing is that sometimes u made me hate u in sum way. i do. when u say things which hurts me or blackmail me ( something la ). however, after we been through ups and downs together we become closer to each other. that we actually connected and communicate ( LOL ) and help each other out. No matter how hard or misery we had, we always have each other to talk and cry on. there`s one timewhen i was young, i saw u crying on the bed because u want mummy and dun wan to be separated by her. my heart just sank my tears just come out just like tat. i cried but i stop and hug u so that u wud stop crying. i also remember that we have suffer before and been through it together. even though i dun expect u will be there for me but i always be there for u cos i love u. for the first time i said i love u to u. that no matter wat happens i`m there for u. just for u.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY little BROTHER
*wish that u cud read this










Tuesday, May 26, 2009

time is running out

two more week to go and it is time. it is dooms day. which we all will be suffering from stress and tension. we all will be burning late nite oil and drinking nescafe. reading and writing notes just hope tat cud remember and cud do our best. damn i hate these moment. the tension and the pressure that u might fail and redone again. wondering that end up to be a failure. so depressing and sucks. we will become zombie again. probably we wudnt sleep at all or maybe we wud if too tired. at the same time i love the feeling of rush and afraid. i just dun know why. weird . rushing reading notes and afraid tat might fail. makes me wanna study more. it motivate me. it kept on running but i`m just lazy... i know i admit...everyone is lazy but in one point we wud pick up the book and started to be a nerd. XD

dooms day is coming.
wud i manage to do it?
wud i manage to pass?
i think i better start or else i wud regret it.

Monday, May 25, 2009

just hope u stare if u dare

just stare and dun hesitate
dun wonder why or what if
just stare if u dare
and take ur guts out
to show how u feel
dun hide it or kept it
cos if u lose ur chance its over
there will not hav a second chance

just stare and dun hesitate
and say how u feel
prove tat ur not heartless
but urself
show who u r truly
dun be embarrass or shy or even pretend
cos if u lose ur chance its over
there will not hav a second chance

time is priceless
there is no backward but forward
appreciate the moment and the chance u had
cherish the memory which hav brought u happiness and misery
every second, minutes, hour, day, months or years
that cud just pass by like missing a bus or lrt just like tat
u just miss ur chance

so dun kept urself in the dark room
come out and play
be who u r
whoever it is
good or bad
at least u be ur ownself....show ur wings to people
dun need to listen to those judgmental people or anyone
just show ur true colour
someone wud appreciate it
truly to u



Sunday, May 24, 2009

Happy ealry birthday Alex Phang

On saturday nite we all hav plan to celebrate ALEX birthday early cos
1st we all hav exam
2nd he will not guess tat we all plan for him edi XD
SO YA...HERE THE STORY

we all hav plan a week agao just before saturday comes around.

Venus: Yuen`s steambout
Time: 7.00 pm ( unfortunely must wait for the table so like around like 7.35 we got the table)
People: Me, lynn, alex LEE, hooi li, nikky, yew tien, silas( the last one who came late), ryan, kah loon and alford.
Cake : choc mud cake

everything was just great except the part we all need to wait for the table and it was raining.. =.=
ANYWAY...me hooi li and lynn actually has a surprise gift specially for ALEX PHANG but sadly the gift cant make it ( inside joke)

Alford lied to PHANG that come to yuen`s just to join me for dinner but actually is to celeb his brithday

when he come in everyone was picking the food !!! except me sitting there alone like a noob...and Alford kept on giving the signal ' WHERE THE HELL IS EVERYONE!!!' then i`m like they r picking up the food???LOL... Phang was stun and like stone...cos he was full edi and he cant eat..!! LOL...kesian him...he was a surprise la XD...GOOOOODDDD

see his wai face....stoning onli...LOL.....

here r the guys....( just realize that all of them r guys and there onli three girl =.=)

here is the girls...heheh onli three sadly...nvm la we all had fun XD

CHOC MUD CAKE...yummy

i find this pic kinda funny cos he open his mouth =.= dun know for WAT...maybe he is acting cute XD

it was a success HURRAHHH...everyone was satisfied( maybe??) anyway after tat we went for shisha cos alex was damn stress !! after all the surprise and exam..it was too much for him..LOL... tis time i shisha like MAD onlie until i so stone and HIGH man...(oooppsss) it was fun la end up everyone goin home around like 1 sumthing...

i still dun wan to go back cos i dun always stay out late and i`m staying in ampang it will be a long ride man...so end up meeting ezra and her siblings..it was fun cos talking cock onli like non-stop...LOL


wat wrong wit the tween these day smoking onli even the poster also

overall the nite was a blast.. reach back around like 3 something *he he he glad tat alex was happy so is everyone XD...

(Noted: most of the pic is wit lynn SO YA XD)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI MAN
hope u enjoy it
and wish u good luck for exam
( his brithday is in 1st of june)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

picture which shows it all


there is saying that sometimes
when u look deep inside someone eyes
u may look through them
their true self