to be in control

something really funny thing happen

i don't know it is a good thing or a bad thing

but one thing i know

is that i need to be in control

to make myself secure

not easily hurt

and most of it

i need to know what i want

maybe i do

or maybe not

it all depends on the time

i need to figure it out on my own

or

i think i don't think too much

and just let it be :)

i rather do that

.heart.

dont you get it!

motherfuckingcunt! i never been so mad! fucking idiots! ok, you guys may think that i am stupid and not doing anything! as you know! they accept me with one condition which is sending my previous result which is last sem! dont you get it! omg! if you were here, you would just get it!!! but nooooooo....... you just know you are smart enough, fucking bitch! if only you read the letter!

RMIT ACCEPT WITH ONE CONDITION! WHICH IS SENDING MY PREVIOUS RESULT!

if i dont, means i cant enroll! i got no one to talk so ya this post is for me just to clear my anger off!

You may think i am doing nothing but i am! i am trying my best to solve this stupid problem. you have no idea!

FUCK THAT LA!

damn that stupid fucking result

ok, what happen was i suppose to get my all my result from all four subject on Monday 12/7/2010 but then one of my subject didnt come out! the reason why is that one of my assessment, the professor didnt know receive which is an individual work and it inform like just last week! they should have inform me earlier cos i sent it asap and orginally, i sent the assessment like a month ago? in May.

why oh why must they inform me so freaking last minute!

because of this, i cant enroll into RMIT! :( hopefully things are gonna be fine!

and hope that RMIT would let me enroll first then later on i give them my result which is just only one subject!

PISS AND FRUSTRATION!

oh ya, i really did well this sem! so happy! :)

it is just the beginning

i finally found the perfect spot where i will be living for this semester. the place is just nice and spacey and i love the big windows! thumbs up for that. These day been shopping and finding place for me to live and also exploring places around. it been great though but sadly my mum has to go back to Malaysia. She just left early today, i cried and she cried too. i will be missing her nagging and complaining but most of all i miss her. i'm worried that she gone be alone.

i guess this is the real beginning for me since my mum has left. the feeling is not i want to feel.

a little bit of sadness, a little bit of loneliness but a little bit of excitement. a mix feeling.

i wonder things back home is alright or not? i also wonder things here is gonna be better?

i hope so cos i'm starting to miss home a little. hearts.

morning flea market

OMGAWD, i slept at 4 am and woke up at 10 am totally forgot about the flee market that my aunty have mention to me :$

anyway, went for the flee market and everyone is there from small to big even dogs. it was fun and super oldies stuff. i get to see a lot of good stuff though :)

i brought sum super-unique-one-of-a-kind-stuff-kind of cheap like that over there! a lot of it is selling second-hand things that they dont want. they even sell bra! wth T.T funny though

after flee market, come back to my aunty house and have sum really awesome lunch! STEAMBOAT during winter... nice and relaxing and syok! it was really nice just sitting outside cold and eat steamboat, syok wei! :D

ya, that about it :)

FYI, photo upload in fb.

disco feeling

Yesterday, went to the city to check out my university, RMIT and also see sum apartment to see which one is available and how it looks like. Not bad some of it but then there is a limitation to it cos there is just a few location only. Hope i get it soon though then i dont need to wait and worried too much. fingers cross!

So, today went for ice skating in ICE HOUSE, for one person is $15 aussie dollar. The place is not bad and got music in the same time, nice music not like oldies music OK! i had a really good time with my mum, lil sis and my aunty uncle. my feet hurts though, i was so afraid that i wud actually fall! but i didnt :D

After the ice skating, i though we will be going back but NO... my lil sis is hungry and they wanna shop for awhile. my feet was killing me, but then i grab sum cheap stuff atleast :P

oh ya, i wear my boots for the first time :P loooking goood :)

how am i doing?

MELBOURNE!

such a long way to walk around the city

seriously!

.hearts.