when it is the right?

Sometimes i think that god want something better for me. That is why it took so long or maybe not. People always said that soon or later it would come and it would be the one. i don't know. how long does it need to take again? when it is my time to come? it is not that i`m not happy where i am now. just that, sometimes i do want to feel that feeling again and take my breath away. the feeling that it could describe by words and the heavy heart in between. i want to feel the touch from my lips to his and hold on tight with each other like time stop for just us. the moments. what could i say i do want to feel love again. who doesn't right? but sometimes it takes a great scarify and effort for both. i just miss those moments that all. the moments that i could never forget and i hope to make new ones in the future. beautiful and lasting ones i hope.

i`m not perfect, just another human.

soon or later

finally, my stressful days has come to an end
but not quite yet
need to wait for the result to come out *finger cross
only i will feel relief ;D

FOR NOW, i get my freedom

but then i will find something to do
for my holidays
3 months holiday !

WOOOHOOOO

no joke :)

1 down 2 to go

finally exam have started,
after this coming wednesday
i will be having holidays for like almost 3 months ;D

OOhhh YEEaahhh!!!


mhmmm.... wondering....




another year soon be pass just like a blink of an eye
and i`m getting older.

Learn

human are such a predictable creature
but don't underestimate it
it might drag you down
and pull you up again

what a horror.

just another human

why can't said straight from your heart
and not to go around and around
just to get to the point of it
i`m so confused by people
saying this and that
i don't even know which is true or false
what could i say
we are human
which have million gazillion of expression
i`m not blaming nor complaining about it
just saying that
sometimes, we just need to say it out
straight...

i hope it is that easy...but it isn't.

little men

quite disappointed of you, little ones
you are just too dangerous for me.

spinnig around my head

i been drinking heavily during friday and saturday which was fun but there is too much drama going on until my brain hurts like shit.

on friday nite, it was kind of a gathering party in ezra house. it was not bad quite fun only some stuff which kind of bothers me. it is quite stupid to think too.

on sat, my mum and her friends decided to go genting so i tag along suppose to like teman my mum during the weekend. so i followed since she hasnt been going out and have fun. i felt bad furthermore it is just satying like one night.. one hell of a night i would say.

like i said before.. i was drinking in ezra party not enough sleep then in genting drinking more and more + not enough sleep sumore equals to sick...kind of... feeling crappy now but not tat sick sick la still fine ;D

no pictures and seriously this the first time i drink tat much man..no joke.