little men

quite disappointed of you, little ones
you are just too dangerous for me.

spinnig around my head

i been drinking heavily during friday and saturday which was fun but there is too much drama going on until my brain hurts like shit.

on friday nite, it was kind of a gathering party in ezra house. it was not bad quite fun only some stuff which kind of bothers me. it is quite stupid to think too.

on sat, my mum and her friends decided to go genting so i tag along suppose to like teman my mum during the weekend. so i followed since she hasnt been going out and have fun. i felt bad furthermore it is just satying like one night.. one hell of a night i would say.

like i said before.. i was drinking in ezra party not enough sleep then in genting drinking more and more + not enough sleep sumore equals to sick...kind of... feeling crappy now but not tat sick sick la still fine ;D

no pictures and seriously this the first time i drink tat much man..no joke.

what's in my mind

exam is coming in a week

finally to determine something *secret

make the best effort of everything

just smile and be happy

those are the things in my mind now.. no doubt that i will do the best of it that i not like last time waiting for everything to fall into pieces. i don't want to do that anymore and end up disappointment on myself and others. seriously saying, when i look back of myself i become so different and find my own self slowly. Not to say i have change, i think i have become who i really am when time goes by. some one told me that people don't change all the sudden but it is who they really are. which is so true.

i know that i could do better than this and i`m more than that. just need time to take the courage out i guess.

another day pass by....

i`m just a figure in your mind

when you say u miss me and said that i have been missing
i truly believe you are genuine
but what am i to u in your mind, seriously?
a good friend?
naive?
sumone who is random and crazy?
i know that i have great friends and good companies
but why would i feel that i am nothing to anyone?
that i have been replace and rejected?
sometimes, i do know that i will be replace
in anyone minds
when i`m gone or watever it is
that i`m just a temporary figure
to you.

i am so lost sometimes
that i don't even know what is true or false
that i just put good thoughts in my mind
so that time pass by easily for me
like someone i know told me that
"if we have good times, definitely we will have bad times"

maybe i am in a bad time
paranoid and thinking too much assumption
but what my mind told me
it is so true

i hope that things will get better
better than nothing right?

it been awhile

that i dun write....and here i am again ;D

ANYWAY, nothin much have been goin on, just a few....

1st : my younger sister got surgery on the eye * scary shit but overall she is fine edi

2nd: there was a event goin on and it was fun cos such a long time nvr go out edi. HEY, i have been a really good girl ;) *hahaha ya rite

3rd: exam is comin soon and all my assignment has finnis only left one. i will be having almost 3 weeks of study break *yeeeaaahhhh

4th: can't wait for holidays to come and pppaaarrrtttyyy time ;)

here are some random photos that i been doin for the few weeks

IKEA MAD-NESS
with lynn, dennis, rastam and mua

"i love u, wong lynn li"

"maria"

"OMG"

" can't touch tis"

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JUZ 4 FUX
with lynn, hooi li, alford, alex, jason, ryan, nickky, carmen and jenny
and then met alex lee and kash
it was not bad cos i love the music they are playing and they hav tatto services
which is cool ;D

actually there are more photo
but then the stupid thing
cannot upload
so, next time
to be continue...

and oh ya i have become a red-head ;D

i wanna be

sumone alter ego
;D

HHhhhiiiiii

okey, it been hell of a month cos so many thing do *not really just okey

Basically, i`m just lazy to post but nothing much cos focus on my studies now wwooohooo *rajin

1. Hooi li birthday celebration *everyone hav edi post so i dun think i wud too
2. mhmmm VU nite * which just recently happen actually just ytd ;D

OK LA.. let talk bout VU nite ppl

Went with Kim, Justin and John, it was great cos of the setting, people dressing, people who i dun know! and much much more. mostly i think it is becos Justin got nominated PROM KING so we just went and support MR. JUSTIN. I had fun la not bad, just only i dun know people there a bit boring.

sadly, justin didnt win cos the judges are BLIND... damn fucking blind.. *oopppsss
after the prom, we went MC.D for another around for justin cos he was hungry and i eat ice-cream for my dessert ;D

noted: Sunway spa & resort food not bad... i give them credit man and the ballroom was huge

ANYWAY, thank guys i hav a great time
*mostly is the food and gossiping bout ppl ;D

thank u <3>