phenomenon

an appearance or immediate object of awareness in experience.

have u ever felt some one who is that which strikes one as strange, unusual, or unaccountable; an extraordinary or very remarkable person?

sometimes things doesnt need to be said more

Happy mother`s day
i love u

when i see tis photo, i see tat some things will nvr change for me. Things will always remain the same forever. i`m touch and grateful for it, that i was born in tis family. in times i wish i was sum where else but if i do i will not meet so many wonderful people and experience great things. Thank you , Mummy for everything. i know u hav cried hard, suffer a lot of pain but u still have me, derek and amelia to make ur day brighter..... i doesnt say much, it doesnt mean i dun love u that is i wanna prove my love to u that i care and ur my mother always and forever. ur not goin anywhere cos i know tat i will take care of u forever, mummy. i just wish u know, maybe u do know.

drinking feel so good

UPDATE ( SORRY DELAY)

* clubbing nite

at around 10 something ( konon-nya shud be goin at 9 )
everyone was in the car
which is miss wong lynn li and miss chuah hooi li
and there are the other three gentlemen which is mr alex phang, mr alford and mr ryan
goin to MOS....
the queue was so damn fucking long..cos it is labour day eve...
end up we all cioa...so waited for damn fucking long..and sum reason we got piss (PRIVATE)
anyway left lynn hooi li alex and alford
oh ya and also alex two fren which is salis and yew tien ( fragile heart)

GUESS where we end up....
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anyway we all straight away went in cos cannot tahan anymore
we need boozes and great music
and sum dirty dancing...LOL
we all hav fun and something really funny came up
and sumone got drunk ( u know urself..)
so around like 3 something we stay in a motel in subang
we all hav sum great time

all i have to say is that it was a blast la....LOL

picture upload in facebook edi...see urself la...
lazy to upload here.. ;-)

the road i choose...

the last kiss i felt
so empty and relief
that i could just smile without him
walk away like there is no tomorrow
walk away with my pride and dignity

there are 3 ways to go to
one is heaven
second is hell
third is moving forward and face the devil
which one wud i choose?
it depends on ourself
it depends on me
i think i know which road i wanna go

the road where i cud just spread my wings
and fly

fly so high
that i could touch the sky
fly so high
that i could cry for joy
i could see so many people smiling to me
and said that
ur not alone
that u still hav us
to share ur joy and ur misery
tat the road i wanna go

i know i`m not alone where i go
that they r there supporting me
and cheering for me

i love u all....

something tat expected to come true

in the morning i went to his house and gave back his stuff
he wasnt there i kinda expected tat
so i gave it to his maid
she will give it to him

so i went to college early to meet my fren
in pink...
after for awhile i saw sumone i knew
and i kinda predicted tat he will be there wit her
and it did happen
they were together so lovely dovey
and guess wat i did
i went there and i told him we need to talk
so we talk...after for awhile
and end up we become frens and so so so on...
watever it is...
anyway it is over...and i`m still feeling great...
cos i dun need to be caught up by tis anymore

LOL...i didnt cry or watever
i didnt...
and i am proud cos i took my courage out and be strong as ever
i didnt knee down and beg or watever it is
i didnt kill myself or anything
i just let it go...
i`m proud of myself
really i am...

end of the day... i still feel great...XD

Wooottsss

I find out something interesting but expected that it wud happen
i cant tell here cos it is private...
i just wanna say tat

Fcuk it and get a life
i`m moving ON unlike someone...stick there forever and end up broken again
please get a life and dun be childish...
i`m not the one u shud be worried..
the one u shud be worried is urself , BITCH...
i hate ppl who is like tis...damn...i knew it...
get real la... and get out of my life man...

ok..i`m not really tat pissed anymore...
LOL
i just need to shout it out...really...it just stupid and ridiculous....
anyway i`m goin to his house soon to give back his stuff cos it belong to him
i think it is the best way
and hope tat we still remain as fren..... MAYBE...
i`m out of his life
i finally said it
I`M OUT OF HIS LIFE.....
i feel good...yes i still like him...
like i said.... million of times.... it needs time...
at least i`m taking a big step... XD
LOL

one thing i know is tat
i stone, realize and move on...
people do tat...
in the period of time everything is goin to be fine no matter wat
even though i feel the worst of me...
everything will be just alrite....

funny things....

it takes both ways to settle thing off
that love could not determine which is right or wrong
as long u have each other, it does not matter anymore
who`s fault izzit? or anything
cos u have each other to hold on and tried to work things out
u also let ur pride, ego or rules down
cos u still wanna hold tis on and not let go
it is just too precious and special for each other
the moment that you guys shared
the memory that will always be remembered
if only people realize that it would be so much easier and non complicated
like seriously LO


*CLUBBING NITE

YESTERDAY went clubbing after for a long long time...
finally i get to drink and dance..!!!
yeah man...
it was fun an hilarious..shit..!!!
LOL....
will update bout it soon XD

*THE DAY I`M SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE ( bout me and him )

will update soon bout tat too.......a story to tell... even though it is unstable and confused and dun know wat r we...let just say we move...

but for now i know wat i want and there is no turning back....